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Friday, August 29, 2008
Teacher's Day Celebration. Everyday, I have to wake up telling myself, I need the strength to move on, Eventhough I know I'm not strong enough. Finding each broken pieces, Trying to put it back together, Trying to wash the wounds, Aching and still bleeding...... Ok enough. It was just something I need to let out. Jiwang bebenor aku ni... Celebrated Teacher's Day today. Had lots of fun. It was a great collab between teachers and students. Cheered for our classmates as they took part in the Captain's Ball Competition. Though, we did not make it to the finals. JYOTHS and gang played the water bomb game and they sabotaged SANDY as it is her birthday today. hahaha.. The concert was........ ookkkayyy. Before the concert started, the pupils sitting got bored and we did the Zhenghua wave. All were getting enthusiastic. Abeh boring dok tunggu concert lambat start. And JYOTHI said why not we try the GALLERY JUMP. It's like the pupils jumped down from the gallery.. Confirm the pupils sitting down kanchong.... haha. It went well... And Lyana, you have a wonderful voice. Very nice. The Ex-students were present to make the concert merrier. And RON, mcm siakk. Aku pekik TTM pon tk dgr. I pushed him from the side but he turned behind. Lpas tu ckp aku pendek sgt. Mentang2 die tinggi. Thought NEUTRALs came but only saw Nazreen and Izuan. Texted FAHD and he said he's not coming. Pantat. Lau nk msg HIN, tkpela, minggu depan aru die reply. haha. Coping with the stress. ART. Date due: 1st September. And I still haven't dye my cloth. Thought there is ART today but tkde.. Guess I have to dye tomorrow. HAVE TO(take note... in large..). Gotta hurry...... Confess to me, All that lies between us, All that lies between you and me. Truthfully, MAL Monday, August 25, 2008
SIAO! SATURDAY. with the NOT-ENOUGH-SLEEP-EYES, I dragged myself out off bed and went out with MONSTER. Watched the fireworks. And DANISH started pestering me to go back to the lorry. He got scared wih the BOOM BOOM sound. Mcm machine gun... haha. Proceeded CHANGI(dah mcm regular customers gitu kan...). Saw something there. Had dinner cum supper and visited Sembawang Park, AGAIN!!!! EFAH and I just couldn't stopped staring at the tree. Then I started singing "I can't take my eyes off you......." . EFAH saw "that thing" and I started to text her. Padehal dudok face to face. Siao! And aku pon terlihat............... We tried to ignored and camwhored. kelekek beb!!!!! SUNDAY. RAINING............... RAINING............... RAINING............... Since the match was cancelled, we just lepak at Blk 9. At night, went to fetched ADQ at Orchard. As a daughter, I want to be the best I can be. but, how can I achieve that dream if you always think that I can't do the best for you. I always try but you seems to always get the wrong ideas. No matter what, I can't leave you. And you cannot leave me. my wish, MAL Saturday, August 23, 2008
Oral's Over. had Eng oral on Thursday. It was oooookayyy. Amazingly, I could talked. A lot. haha. Baik la mal! Tawakal jela. My NONSENSICALs had their oral yesterday and they got a very eeeasssyyy conversation question. "What is your favourite subject?" pffft. Attended Art class, too. Met MUL and went Greenridge and bought food. Reached school at 8pm and started work straight away. At 930pm MUL went back and left me with the rest. At 12midnight we all stopped work and played games. "chop chilli chop chilli chop chop chop........", the CONCENTRATION GAME and a game called 007. haha. I was just the audience. It was hilarious. Especially the concentration game. JASON was really concentrating and he looked really funny... We had a good laugh. Mr Sham came back and I asked him to add more design on my cloth. As usual, kene marah. haha. At 1am JYOTHS, YANYAN and I made a move. I wanted to overnight there but MONSTER tak kasi. haishh... Reached home straight away continued sewing until early morning... Very tired!! Text JYOTHS and told her I'm not attending today class. Mate dah stoning dokkk... Quoted. "Aku merepek eh? Tak heran ah. Wad 2 do... Too bad you have gf YANG MEREPEK. I'm not that kind of girl who acts in front of boys. Tak REAL btl. Uat ape nak action to be someone else. Btl tk??... BTL!! If you don want me to talk nonsense then, TREAT ME RIGHT. But I'm sorry. Since you can do like what you did to me, I too can do it." Unquoted. kidnap my heart, MAL Sunday, August 17, 2008
mati. everything looks not as perfect as it seems but I guess there is still hope... SATURDAY. My weekend have always been blasting. Thanks to the football matches, the cousins, the MONSTER, GOODANX, the super energetic lorry and of course the "CRAZY outings".. Saturday after the match(which we never thought we could make it), we went for some "CRAZY outings" again with GOODANX. Bujeel&fam tagged along. Had dinner at West Coast and we were like discussing where to go next. Then MONSTER said just followed him. Went town and had no idea what MONSTER was trying to do as he just drove around PARAGON loading and unloading bay for uncountable times. NURUL and DAYAH dropped there saying that they need the toilet(padahal dah ada plan). And TOYOL got bullied by GOODANX. haha. Sampai nangis2 budak tu. After that went CHANGI. I cannot stopped laughing all the way especially the part they did the dikir barat. They talked nonsense, disturb people. (I LOVE YOU, YOU LOVE ME...........) haha. And TOYOL called NAZ "kung fu panda". hahaha. After that went PASIR RIS PARK and had a suprised birthday bash for MANI. They threw him in the sea. And also tragedy striked. We were enjoying the midnight breeze when suddenly got a loud explosion. Turned around and saw YAN's fingers were bleeding. The blood was dripping like..........(I couldn't describe it, man!!) MONSTER asked me to take a picture of it and after the flash went off, suddenly felt giddy. My vision blurred and I could hear their voices fading away. I sat down trying to close my eyes and at the same time prayed to Him that I'm ok. Alhamdulillah, aku ok balik. Went doctor and they said we have to send him to A&E. Waited(blablablablablablabla).......... Sent the rest home first and returned back to NUH to fetch NAZ and AYOB. They said he broke(like not an appropriate word to use) his wrist(I think..) Need an operation and has to be warded. Kesian YAN. Next time ingat, jangan nak macam2!! SUNDAY. Reached home at 430am and need to wake up at 830am. Sungguh penat! Fetched all and visited the cemetery. Since it's going to be fasting month soon, we cleaned each "houses". (Suddenly, I missed my late mom while writing this.. My RATU.) Lepas itu, went West Coast(again) to have our lunch. It was raining heavily!!! Then, for dinner the three of us went pasar malam to buy food. hehs.  Everyday, of our lives Wanna find you there, Wanna hold on tight. With love, MAL. Saturday, August 16, 2008
I don't Agree. depressed....... you should know who is SHE. And I don't like you having an affair with her. We have blood ties, remember that. If anything should happen in future, kita boleh putus persaudaraan. I totally agreed with my grandmom. She has a point. Now, its up to them to decide. Aku tidak akan setuju kalau kau hendak mengeratkan lagi hubungan dengan dia. I DISAGREE!!!!!! DAMAGED. i don't love you like i did yesterday. MAL. Friday, August 15, 2008
It's fading away. You, Doin' that thing you do, Breaking my heart into a million pieces, Like you always do And you, Don't mean to be cruel, You never even knew about the heartache, I've been going through Well I try and try to forget you girl, But it's just so hard to do, Every time you do that thing you do I, Know all the games you play, And I'm gonna find a way to let you know that, You'll be mine someday 'Cause we, Could be happy can't you see, If you'd only let me be the one to hold you, And keep you here with me 'Cause I try and try to forget you girl, But it's just so hard to do, Every time you do that thing you do I don't ask a lot girl, But I know one thing's for sure, It's the love I haven't got girl, And I just can't take it anymore 'Cause we, Could be happy can't you see, If you'd only let me be the one to hold you And keep you here with me Cause it hurts me so just to see you go, Around with someone new, And if I know you you're doin' that thing, Every day just doin' that thing, I can't take you doing that thing you do. I'm so addicted to this song, suddenly. I have no idea why but maybe beacause its catchy and I love the meaning of the song. I would like to dedicate this song to a person out there. If you read this, EXCELLENT! Well babe, TREAT ME RIGHT then... So tired of your actings and I don't even know whether I still exist. Since you started the game, I will play it too. Its fair, I think. So much of your misses that sometimes I think its a LIE... MAL. Thursday, August 14, 2008
Hari Kebangsaan.   hey peeps. Friday. Well let me start off with the National Day celebrations. The celeration at school was not as satisfied as the previous years. It was more to Racial Harmony. The best part was the end where the whole school sang some of our country songs together. Since it will be our last year,the Sec 5s enjoyed ourselves and sang at the top of our voices. And Mdm Howe was like "bullying" the N3s. I will not forget that. haha. Saturday. Went to watch fireworks at ESP with MONSTER and cousins. I really adore the jets!! It was Gerek!The fireworks cantik sekali...When all ended, we hurried to the exit but it was already like can of sardines outside. We got separated and end up meeting each other at the underpass. We had to walk one whole big round to Peninsula because they blocked so many places.. And got this one INGLEH was like f****ing shit!! Pantat betul!!! GELI!! eeeewwww! Met GOODANX and off to ECP to fill our rumbling stomachs... Lapar seh....! And the adventure began. It all started at around 11pm. First destination. CHANGI. Not much things there. Second destination. Around PUNGGOL estate. Third destination. SEMBAWANG PARK. Ini best. It was my first experience. Send TATA home. Last destination. MOUNT FABER. And it was like 3am. MONSTER step F1 race gitu. And he was like racing with motorcyclists! Gila! Reached home at 5am after sent the rest home. Sunday. Got Kenduri. After Bacaan, eat and I could not afford to keep myself awake. I dozed off until Maghrib. Woke up and eat again. haha. Got results for our O Level malay B3. Going to retake it. Its ok. I'm still happy for my oral. I got D!! yeah.. Sahabat-sahabatku, don't worry, we are going to do better this time round. I passed my SS! Amin... And 15 days to our DEADLINE for ART!!! All kanchong already...!!Got to work!!! Dengarlah matahariku, suara tangisanku Ku bersedih karna panah cinta menusuk jantungku Ucapkan matahariku puisi tentang hidupku Tentangku yang tak mampu menaklukkan waktu. MAL. Tuesday, August 5, 2008
On Saturday went Art and thought of staying until the party but MONSTER called, pestering me and Adek to go home by 5pm... haish... proceeded to Sembawang. Kecoh siol! Semua berbual nonsense! haha. On Sunday went Jemputan with MakNgah&Family, Atok and Nek Busu.Then went Bedok to visit my relative. She had cancer. Then went fetched GOODANX at Teban as they were having a match at Tampines Safra. Cool or what the place! Looks like SAS. They won the match. And guess what, JIJAH captain dok! hahaha. Super sonic siol dia hari tu. Maybe sebab sandang jawatan yang berat jadi dia bersemangat. haha. After that isi perut at Simpang Bedok. Kesian aku tengok bapak aku. Dah macam pemain golf tak bertauliah. haha. Kurang asam dorang! Ingatkan tak diganggu skali time balik pulak......... Dah lah duduk bersebelahan dengan aku, nasib aku tak bagi satu smack.... haha.  .jpg) Had Maths paper 1 today. Seriously,it was difficult. Serious.... After school went Greenridge with NANA and IRRAHH.. Ada NANA cakap aku sama macam HAS! Maut! Reached home, eat and slept all the way until 7pm. Went Greenridge to buy food. Tuesday and Wednesday no school! Wohoo!!! Ibuku. Maimunah Bte Hj Omar. .jpg) You used to call me your angel Said I was sent straight down from heaven You'd hold me close in your arms I loved the way you felt so strong I never wanted you to leave I wanted you to stay here holding me I miss you I miss your smile And I still she'd a tear Every once in a while And even though it's different now You're still here somehow My heart won't let you go And I need you to know I miss you, I miss you You used to call me your dreamer And now I'm living out my dream Oh how I wish you could see Everything that's happening for me I'm thinking back on the past It's true that time is flying but too fast I know you're in a better place, But I wish that I could see your face, I know you're where you need to be Even though it's not here with me I miss you I miss your smile And I still she'd a tear Every once in a while And even though it's different now You're still here somehow My heart won't let you go And I need you to know I miss you. My one and only, IBU. I witnessed every second of your dying moment. In the room, standing in front of you and heard each word the papramedics said to us. I know you had left us. Now, every moment of my life, when I woke up, I prayed that I have the strength to face the reality that you are with me anymore. 4 years seemed just like yesterday you left me. If I've given one wish, I'll wish that I could see you, hugged you, kissed you just like I always did before I went to bed. I want to ask forgiveness from you cause I never had that chance. I want to look into your eyes telling how much I missed you, how much I loved you. Iwant to say thank you for everything you had done for the family. But I know its not going to happen. Sometimes I have the feeling that you will be coming back. Sooner or later.................. No matter what, I'll always love you. Labels: I love you. Saturday, August 2, 2008
Failed. I was so worned out after the paper in the morning. Fall asleep until 345pm. Get ready for the whole thing. Thought everything will turn out fine but................................. Its okay. Not going to tell. At last Lo Jin, Sandy, Zhao Yue and Kai Ying dropped by. They talked a little bit , eat the ondeh2 and went off. Left with the 4Ns. Had fun with them. And GURJEET he asked me what is "WERB" and I was "huh?! WHAT is that?!" Rupanya VERB. hahaha. Talk properly La dey... Monster went out and left me, my bro, ASRI, HAO JIE, GURJEET, EN SHIN and one sec 2 boy.. Donnoe how to spell his name. hahs. Tomorrow morning will be going for art. And Mr Sham last day. :( I hope that days come easy and moments pass slow, And each road leads you where you want to go, And if you're faced with a choice, and you have to choose, I hope you choose the one that means the most to you. Friday, August 1, 2008
Farewell. Firstly people, ignored the timing on my post. Went West Mall with Jewellcy and met with Zhao Yue and Lo Jin over there. Look around for the card at Hallmark and finally got this one huge card. The words were so meaningful. Separated with them, both Jewellcy and me headed back to Plaza to find the cake and bought book. Met Yan Teng and Jyoths. Yan Teng was making this one lame joke. She asked me to buy the PSLE situational assestment book! haha. Both of us were like fighting whether to buy the cake or not. And Jewellcy was craving for ice cream cake but as soon as we saw the price, we were laughing our heads off... Tomorrow will be having Ss paper. After that the fun will begin.... Wanna know what happen....?? Tune in to the post... :) I need some sleep now.. :) Cause every moment,we share together, is even better,than the moment before, If every day was,as good as today was, then i can't wait until tomorrow comes. Much love:) |
