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Saturday, February 28, 2009
just go. don't tell me. It's been raining cats and dogs. And I slept through the whole day. I was just lazy to get up so I tossed and turned in bed and tertidor blek. Cool knknkn? lOl. Not lazy lah but I slept pretty late last night. Or should I say I slept at 9am this morning? hahs. The planned was to fetch PINHOLES back from their jamming session but it was cancelled. So, decided to head down to MUSTAFA CENTRE, later. APAI and NURUL nak shopping. =) SHIDAH B will be tagging along. SEBOK! hehehe. Jgn mrh eh b, I gurau je. You knw I love you. lOl! I was chasing and nothing was all I found. Thursday, February 26, 2009
photos of 210209.          Labels: memories. gotong royong. "no goodbyes cause I can't barely say it" Went to watch the juniors having their match at school. I only watched for the first 10mins because there was lightning. So, I rushed inside school back and dropped by HAWK cheerleading practice. Seriously, I missed cheerleading. Learning steps, pyramids, jumping, climbing, laughing our ass off inside the dance studio. Trust me, it was not easy. Especially doing the pyramids. We will spend hours polishing our moves and stunts. And I missed dancing with those brats. JASSY, FYDA, LYANA, NABILAH, SHIYU, SHAHIRA and those HAWK JR. okay da. Back to the story, so met JASSY and AYU. It was hilarious. We talked about our cheerleading days and share some of our personal life stories. Ajter that, headed KOPITIAM with soccerCLIQUES. Those two juniors really koyak rabak. Ketawe all the way mcm pompuan giler! Went to BIDOT's house at night. Sesungguhnye aku lapar dan makan bertambah-tambah. Thanks to BIDOT superdelicious NASI GORENG and AYAM GORENG. It was finger lickin'! Then hurried to CENTRAL MALL. NOR BEBEH, KITE BUILD UP MUSCLES TODAY. muahahaha. Gedebak gedebuk, we hijrah from PASIR RIS to BEDOK to BUKIT BATOK and PENDING. And to FAJAR for McD and lastly home. 2008 cheerleaders. .JPG) 2007. 
Labels: HAWK. Wednesday, February 25, 2009
kotak-kotak. So, it was not actually photoshooting. They were just finding some cool places full with boxes and the photoshooting will happen later. There were only FAHMY and ASRI but da kecoh. Went to TOH GUAN area. And there was this one place full of big boxes. Kegembiraan si mamat-mamat tu. After that dinner at....... hmmmmm.... forget the name of the place. lOl. Shared a lot stories. Pasal dulu-dulu, zaman 1980s. Dan zaman sekarang. So, blakang lorry, ASRI sempat share zaman "kegemilangan" die. And so he said, "now it is all about having fun.When you finds the right person and you think he/she is worth then get serious with it." wah........... Deep words tuuu.=) MY FAIRYTALE HAS NO HAPPY ENDING. Tuesday, February 24, 2009
oh baby. "The truth is hiding in your eyes And its hanging on your tongue Just boiling in my blood." Headed to training just now. I came late. Sorry ler, was watching you got served and terlanjur tu, abeskan skali ler. hehe. When I reached they were having match between each other. Dalam hati terdetik, sesungguhnye,aku pun nak maen. It was fun running on the pools of muds everywhere without shoes on. Since FYDA asked me to help her with NAZ's bash, I took that kesempatan to go to the soccer room, bukak kasut and terjun kt field. Splashing on the mud, it was hell lot of fun! After that, NAZ kene mandi dengan tepong! Aku yang tak kene mengene, tibe-tibe kene simbah air dgn SITIKUS. pffft.... And NAZ and I went into tag team and mandikan NURA with tepong. suuuweeeet! And mandikan both of them. Macam aku mandikan DANISH gitu. lOl. Dah selesai, we went into the soccer room and sang NAZ birthday song and eat the cake. Cake die comel. =) Not in good terms with MONSTER when I reached home. As usual, find fault. And all I have to do is, sabar. Later evening will be meeting geng-geng ronggeng. Their photoshooting. =) Labels: they dah mati. si originals tu. Monday, February 23, 2009
fliques day out. "I have a pen, My pen is blue. I have a friend, And that is YOU." The outing was awesome, superlicious!! It consist of NURA, AZIE, ADEK, EERARA, IZAH, SWITHART, LELA, FIZAH, BOSS and MARLYLY. I met NURA at tasek at 1pm. And we waited for nearly 2hrs for the rest to arrive. Headed FAR EAST to have our lunch at PUNCAK. So IZAH aka BIG MOMMA was our photographer. Met RA'AYAL AIN there. Then headed down to CINELEISURE. Bought FAMOUS AMOS and semue pelahap. A quick stop at YOUTH PARK and then to SOMERSET station to wait for SWITHART and LELA. EERARA and I were making this slow motion actions and we couldn't stopped laughing about it. Then, went for shisha. Sat there for 2hrs, crapping and camwhoring. Walked to KFC where SWITHART, LELA and AZIE bid goodbyes to us. ADEK and EERARA sungguh tkde keje, so they played "knock-knock our head" and me, AZIE and SWITHART played "tarik-tarik rambutku."After that we walked all the way to MARINA SQUARE and met AIN. The outing was really really damn fun. Lagy2 with ADEK and EERARA. Oh yes, 7 MARCH. PICNIC. weheeeeeeeeeee. And, someone's turning 18!!! Pictures is at friendster and i'll upload it at multiply and facebook soon. Mind you, some of the pictures are a bit.................................. browse it with open mind. It's nothing actually cause we are like that. naseb tk maen DARE AND DARE. kalau tak lagy koyak rabak.......... to nazirah dearest, with love.  HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST JUNIOR, NAZIRAH.IT HAVE BEEN 3 LONG YEARS I'VE KNOWN YOU. IT WAS GREAT. HOPE YOU HAVE A GREAT YEAR AHEAD & I LOVE YOU ! Saturday, February 21, 2009
full stop.  see this cute baby? he is my little bad boy who never fails to jump and bite people. so hyperactive all day. cannot tashan. he's unlike KIKI. totally the opposite side. missed KIKI. he passed away like two years ago. i was so fond of him cause i always slept my aunty's hse and he'll be sleeping on my chest and cium-cium my leg bile da pagi. ohhhhhhh.... rindu. okay da. was at aunty's hse just now. at first my bad boy step tknk ngn me but lepas tu he nak cakar-cakar. after that he got so hungry that he kept looking at me and manje here manje there. pantat. FLIQUES! FLIQUES! FLIQUES! misssed! will be catching up with a lot of stuffs tomorrow, i mean later.=) and utk satu mamat STM ni, nnt kite go date eh... lOl!!!!!!! hahahahahaha........ kite, LIVE OUR LIFE. mcm pham.......... KAY DA. Friday, February 20, 2009
almost here. Did I hear you right' Cause I thought you said Let's think it over You have been my life And I never planned Growing old without you Shadows bleeding through the light Where a love once shined so bright Came without a reason Don't let go on us tonight Love's not always black and white Haven't I always loved you? But when I need you You're almost here And I know that's Not enough But when I'm with you I'm close to tears' Cause you're only almost here I would change the world If I had a chance Oh won't you let me Treat me like a child Throw your arms around me Please protect me Bruised and battered by your words Dazed and shattered how it hurts Haven't I always loved you But when I need you You're almost here And I know that's Not enough But when I'm with you I'm close to tears' Cause you're only almost here Bruised and battered by your words Dazed and shattered now it hurts Haven't I always loved you But when I need you, you're almost here (Well I never knew how far behind I'd left you) And when I hold you, you're almost here (Well I'm sorry that I took our love for granted) (Now I'm with you, I'm close to tears'Cause I know I'm almost here) Only almost here. laughing day. I was asked to accompanied TATA for hr rebonding. Went LUCKY PLAZA and it turned out to be expensive. Lunch-ed at AYAM PENYET RIA. We had a long conversations about only we-know-who. hahs. Then, went TEBAN area and end up TATA tak jadi rebond. dol. So, met up with SHIDAH, ZURA and ADDY(i think) at J.E. Headed IMM and sat at BURGER KING for an hour. Mostly talking and laughing away. First it was about relationships. haiyaaaaaaa.... what to do. girls la katekn. That topic is never outdated. hahs. Then, family probs. bla bla bla.... And paling best psl, SCOOP and GENDONG-GENDONG! muahahahahaha! We were laughing hysterically. Trust me, it was DAMN hilarious until I cried..... At NURUL's hse pon same. Non stop hits..... Babygirls, we don need people like them. Sometimes they can be so damn selfish. But at times, we need to give in too. But not too much. sedikit-sedikit only. =) . baby, we're hanging with no ties. Wednesday, February 18, 2009
almost...... Met NURA, BOSS, NAZ and KHAI at BANQUET. Chit chat for a while and sent my two juniors home. Halfway je. hehe. Dinner at B.B and asked MONSTER to send me to FAJAR. I was soooo gundu to have left behind my key with AZIZ while jogging yesterday! And sungguh bertuah, I met my would be hubby........!!!! HAFIZ! He cut his hair. And gave me flying kiss!!! wahhhhhhhhhhhhhh! aku yg mcm nk flyyyyyy! weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee....... =) okay da. Headed home soon after that. And MONSTER uat klaka. I was talking on the phone with sahabatku and at the same time opened the door. No one was at the living room. I was like "mane si pendek ni?!" Rupenye, he was hiding behind the kitchen wall. siao! I'll be having posts dedicating to some lovely people..... Just to show how I appreciate them.=) Nothing to do you know..... hehe. So stay tune. And to ES, its just that you guys need to be strong. Don't bother with what people says. The answers are always in your heart. They donnoe how you guys feel. Just trust one another. love you girl! baby A. For the first time in my whole entire life after O level, I jogged today. The jogging date consist of me and AZIZ cause my other two GFs couldn't make it. He intended to jog at ZHENGHUA PARK but I told him I was lazy. So end up we met at 530pm at the longkang besar. He jogged 3 rounds while I did 2. chey3........ We then strolled another 1 round and talked. Met BAM under his void deck. And terjumpe DIN. Went MakNgah's hse. Watched ISTRI UNTUK SUAMIKU. Luckily, the drama ended already. phewww!
IRA, I want Baby A. I want Baby A. I want Baby A. I want Baby A. I want Baby A. "It's like catching lightning the chances of finding someone like you." Mane tau, one day it become true. wahhhhhhh! conferm aku ddk uma goyang kaki beb. Inilah part of the future jgak la kn. lOl. TRUE FRIENDSHIP WILL LAST. Tuesday, February 17, 2009
with love.  THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING. YOU'RE OUR PILLAR OF STRENGTH LAST TIME, NOW AND FOREVER. IT HAVE BEEN A TOUGH JOURNEY FOR ALL OF US SINCE THE LAST 5 YEARS AND I KNOW WE STILL HAVE TO GO THROUGH THIS JOURNEY AGAIN FROM TIME TO TIME. WE JUST NEED TO STAY INTACT. HOLDING OUR HANDS, TOGETHER WE CAN ACHIEVE WHAT WE DESIRE. IT'S BEEN HARD FOR YOU AND ALSO US. I'M SORRY IF ALL THIS WHILE I'VE BEEN HURTING YOU KNOWING OR UNKNOWINGLY. IT'S DIFFICULT FOR ME TO ADAPT TO THE LIFESTYLES WE USED TO HAVE WITH HER. I JUST NEED TIME. SHE LEFT WHEN I WAS TWELVE AND BROTHER WAS TEN. HOW YOUNG AND IMMATURE WE WERE AT THAT POINT OF TIME. YOU TRIED TO SHOW US HOW STRONG YOU ARE IN FACING THE REALITY BUT I KNOW DEEP INSIDE YOU'RE CRYING FOR HELP. HANDLING TWO YOUNG KIDS ON YOUR OWN, DOING HOUSEWORKS AND BEING A MOTHER AND A FATHER AT ONE GO IS NOT EASY. AND US. STILL CONFUSED WITH THE SITUATION. LEARNING TO FACE THE TRUTH; WITHOUT HER BY OUR SIDE ALL OUR LIFE. WE WERE LOST. TOTALLY LOST. AND ME, LEARNING TO GROW UP TO BE A YOUNG LADY WITHOUT HER HELP, HER GUIDANCE. I CRIED ALL NIGHT PRAYING THAT SHE WOULD COME BACK. BUT I KNOW SHE'S GONE, FOREVER. NOW I REALISED, IT'S A TEST FOR US. IT'S ALL ABOUT HAVING PATIENCE. WE FIGHT BUT STILL, DADDY, NO ONE CAN EVER REPLACED YOU. WE MIGHT NOT SHOW OUR LOVE BUT YOU SHOULD KNOW, HOW CAN WE NOT APPRECIATE YOU AFTER WHAT YOU HAVE DONE FOR US.... I LOVE YOU. sincerely, your stubborn daughter.=) Monday, February 16, 2009
the future is in our hands? Headed to gym with GFs. There was no one there so the place was ours, we thought. hehe. But tiba-tiba, berduyun-duyun orang datang. Spent mostly on the treadmill. Basically it was only half an hour. hehe.
Marly: & you will see me holding 2 children. & I'm pregnant. Behind me, my hubby pushing a pram (with a baby). Me: Haha! Altogether 4 kids at the age of 28?! Cool! Sekali your hubby is "K" & mine is "M" eh. *Touch wood & metal*
Jogging date with AZIZ, IRA and JU tomorrow. weeehuuuuu! fades......................... only you. With you, it's all about voiceless communication always knowing exactly what to say, but never actually having to say it. When no one seems to be listening, you hear. When I hurt but don't show it, you know. When I turn away to hide my tears, you see. When I feel like I can't get through to anyone, you understand. Your eyes glow just for me, and I know you're proud. You flash your magical, healing smile my way, and I know everything will be all right. You know everything there is to know about me. You know what worries me, what keeps me up at night, and what shames me so badly that I can't share it with anyone. Most importantly, though, none of those things bother you. You've restored my faith in people and proved that there is a thing called love. Dedicated to my beloved IBU. derob. Sitting all day at home can be very tiring. I wish I could go out, you know, linger somewhere. But the best part is that I need money to do all that. sheeesh........... I've gained pounds. Sleep anytime I want. Watching Tv and surfing the net all day. But sometimes I became pure lazy to move my ass anywhere. MONSTER likes it that way cause he said at least he don't have to fork out money. hah! Of course I should asked him for money.. Being a fulltime housewife is not easy. LOL! I have to be by his side 24/7 and if not he will sulk. haiyooo daddy you're gonna be 46 sooooon and still sulk. Mind you, he is too over sensitive about some things. I need to visit the library soon. I've been reading the same books 4 to 5 times. You know, just to kill time. NAZIRAH's birthday is coming soon. I'm sorry dear, no present. POKAI! Wishes will do la ehkk. hehehehe. And missing my ling ling. It's been ages we last met. I think it was on the BREATHE event. After that we contact only through texts. Bebeh, I miss you, you miss me, together we miss miss. LOL. Confirm there's a lot of stories to be told. Girls, soooo paham-paham jela kn. =) Saturday, February 14, 2009
superSAADON! "I'm saying something that I should have never thought Now when I caught myself, I had to stop myself." Was from BUJEL's hse. At last, I met my loveone. =) He was so busy playing with his PS3. I got sooooooo geram with him. Die main game, aku gigit lah, cubit lah, sepak-sepak muke die lah. hehehehe. Member sebenarnye binget but cannot marah. hahahahaha. Padan muke! MONSTER and CIK NOH da lepak kat hall. Jadi si kanak-kanak ni semue dudok dalam bilek buat klakar bodoh! We played teka-teki. kekek siot! APAI: byk2 michael, michael ape ade negeri? QILAH: michael JACKSON! (penuh smangat dok pekik!) NURUL: michael JORDAN la!!!!! APAI:byk2 states, states ape yg ade name air? NURUL: ayer itam.. BRO: washington... (kepepek siol!) APAI: salah....... air BALI!!!!!!! paling best,,,,, byk2 P, P ape P botak???? ALL: PI BOTAK!!!! (nenek aku siot! Namenye ASPIAH. shortnamenye PI.) hahahahahaha! Joke yang lain semue kene simpan. PISHID clan je yang akan paham. hahaha. okay people, ni gambarn2ye..... 
FLIQUES outing on the 21st Feb!
HAPPY VALENTINE PEOPLE! Thursday, February 12, 2009
kicking balls. "I'm sorry but that is my final decision. We're not going back together." SENIORS vs JUNIORS. Results: 1:0 Shafiqa scored. Seriously the SENIORS were all running all over the places. Imagine, with no trainings, we played and that goal was a lucky one.Thanks to our dear boss who scored. weeehuu! We played asal boleh. And they go put me at right mid. pfft. Lagi lah aku termengah-mengah. It rains. Heavily. And with lightnings! Okay now I got a friend who got the same phobia as me. ADILAH KECIK. We were about to start the game when suddenly got a stroke of lightning. Aku kelam kabut lari. Skali pusing, ADILAH di sebelah aku. Time maen first 15minutes aku tk concentrate. I was concentrating more on the lightnings. Hanya TUHAN saja yang tahu perasaanku ini. All were too tired to run during second half. The JUNIORS all used their backside to defend. Comel! hahaha. Overall, my favourite part was throw in. muahahaha. Idk why,but I got so excited when it comes to throw in. And i'll be shouting, "aku nak amek! aku nak amek!" This cramps really really hurts a lot. Two words, EXHAUSTED. &&& CONVIVIAL. CIKGU will be going away on 31st March. He will be migrating to MALAYSIA. He'll be there for 5 long years. He was our father in the team. "CIKGU! MacD saye mane!!!!!!" hehehehehe. And he left us to train the JUNIORS for their tournament. CIKGU, have a great journey in life. When you come back, give us a call okay! oh yeah, HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEENO! untuk seorang insan. I can't and I won't. What you've done to me was enough. Like I said, we're better off as friends. I trust you no more. Yours friends, those two friends of yours, they knew how I felt. One of them felt regret asking me to go back to you. He really thought you've changed but you never did. So in order for me not to fall for your sweet little words for the forth time, it is better we stay as friends. 'm sorry but not welcoming you back into my life as someone special. A friend, YES. Suddenly, I missed this two people. SALIHIN & FAHDZULI My two second hand boyfriends. LOL! BELOVED BLOODY BABI. thanks for the gift. So meaningful. No words could describe how I felt. thank you B!!!!!! and, they got their happy endings.=) |
