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Tuesday, February 17, 2009
with love.  THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING. YOU'RE OUR PILLAR OF STRENGTH LAST TIME, NOW AND FOREVER. IT HAVE BEEN A TOUGH JOURNEY FOR ALL OF US SINCE THE LAST 5 YEARS AND I KNOW WE STILL HAVE TO GO THROUGH THIS JOURNEY AGAIN FROM TIME TO TIME. WE JUST NEED TO STAY INTACT. HOLDING OUR HANDS, TOGETHER WE CAN ACHIEVE WHAT WE DESIRE. IT'S BEEN HARD FOR YOU AND ALSO US. I'M SORRY IF ALL THIS WHILE I'VE BEEN HURTING YOU KNOWING OR UNKNOWINGLY. IT'S DIFFICULT FOR ME TO ADAPT TO THE LIFESTYLES WE USED TO HAVE WITH HER. I JUST NEED TIME. SHE LEFT WHEN I WAS TWELVE AND BROTHER WAS TEN. HOW YOUNG AND IMMATURE WE WERE AT THAT POINT OF TIME. YOU TRIED TO SHOW US HOW STRONG YOU ARE IN FACING THE REALITY BUT I KNOW DEEP INSIDE YOU'RE CRYING FOR HELP. HANDLING TWO YOUNG KIDS ON YOUR OWN, DOING HOUSEWORKS AND BEING A MOTHER AND A FATHER AT ONE GO IS NOT EASY. AND US. STILL CONFUSED WITH THE SITUATION. LEARNING TO FACE THE TRUTH; WITHOUT HER BY OUR SIDE ALL OUR LIFE. WE WERE LOST. TOTALLY LOST. AND ME, LEARNING TO GROW UP TO BE A YOUNG LADY WITHOUT HER HELP, HER GUIDANCE. I CRIED ALL NIGHT PRAYING THAT SHE WOULD COME BACK. BUT I KNOW SHE'S GONE, FOREVER. NOW I REALISED, IT'S A TEST FOR US. IT'S ALL ABOUT HAVING PATIENCE. WE FIGHT BUT STILL, DADDY, NO ONE CAN EVER REPLACED YOU. WE MIGHT NOT SHOW OUR LOVE BUT YOU SHOULD KNOW, HOW CAN WE NOT APPRECIATE YOU AFTER WHAT YOU HAVE DONE FOR US.... I LOVE YOU. sincerely, your stubborn daughter.=) |
