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Babe, you're wrong. Those memories, those flashbacks you had of him, that is the real memories. He left you that. Something for you to hold on until the end of time. "Memory is more indelible than ink." Remember what I told you. We go through the same lost but different people. Be strong. I know you can do it. Have faith. I'm always here for you. Having you is like holding a moon in my hand. Shine through my dimmest light. Mai LINGLING, I'll do it okay one day. Com kite rosak!!! tau tkpe! Bile outing???!! I holiday 13 June! I MISS YOU LA! Text kite okay Ling! =)))) MAUT! "Memory is the diary that we all carry around with us." Class was so cute yesterday. Like seriously. Mr Tan whinning about why MAN UTD lose. MANCHESTER UNITED KALAH! muahahahahaha. okay dah. I lazy to type lah. Go read IRA's blog lah okay. hehe. Btw, my com rosak. Mcm kepepek. FLIQUES, I MISS YOU. 6 June, DIVA LA FUTBOL. Settttttttttleeeeeeeeeee! Do your best. =) Wednesday, May 27, 2009 never lied. " Cause it's true and I never lied." You may see me struggle but you wont see me fall. Regardless if I'm weak or not I'm going to stand tall. Everyone says life is easy but truly living it is not. times get hard, people struggle & constantly get put on the spot. I'm going to wear the biggest smile even though I want to cry. I'm going to fight to live even though I'm destined to die. and even though it's hard & I may struggle through it all. you see me struggle...you will NEVER see me fall. There's only one thing that I desire for, the warmth of your hug. There's only one thing I could ask for, the warmth of your love. It ain't perfect but we'll make it perfect. muahahahaha. bear with me okay. I berjiwang-ing la people. Very rare to see me like this. Oh yes, IRA, maaf ler. you know , I know. Now, IRA, NANA, NURA hold my darkest secret. lOl, Well of course, they know everything. I tell them everything. "He look like a man..." hehehehe. Tuesday, May 26, 2009 "Something I'm holding on." I read mummy dearest diary. Well, I got her permission long before she passed on. She told me to keep it for her. The diary hold a lot of secrets. I cried while reading it. Everything was so sweet. She said everything in this world is not perfect. Happiness will come in a blink of an eye but to go through the hardship, you have to be a strong with a lot of patient person. I felt her embrace while reading it. She was so close to me, like just beside me. No words could express this feeling. So true, so soft, so sincere. Sincerely, I'm yours. chey2............... you know I know la. Berjiwang-ing. muahahahaha. Sweet kan? Tahu tkpe kedodol. lOl. Thursday, May 21, 2009 LOL. "Right here Right now." Okay. After thinking through it, I made my final decision. I dropped soccer as my CCA. Soccer with FLIQUES is enough. Totally enough. hahaha. Diva La Futbol on 6 June. wohoooo. -.- My tests all dah lepas. Amin. The result I donnoe la. Confirm koyak rabak. Paham2 jelah. Lekas lah friday. I tak sanggup lagy. I want to sleep sleep sleep sleep................................. Actually I donnoe what to write. hehehehe. So merepek kepepek jelah. daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa................. MUUUUUUUUAAAAAAHHHHHHHHSSSS. Sunday, May 17, 2009 chalet. "I'll stick with you." Chalet was damn exhausted. I was the laziest person. I ate, I lie down then if hungry I bangun makan again. hehehehe. And like WTH, it was my first day of you know, I know lah kan. =) Oh yes didn't I tell you that I'll be meeting by kepepek uncles? Oh yes. I got bullied by them, as usual. Geram you know! Kesabaran perlu. We also played bowling. Gerek geng. =) Met CHIKIN and ARIEF. Suke eh CHIKIN. hahahaha. Nanti kite nye chalet kite maen bingo sampai mabok kay. hahaha. The saddest part was my two badigols never come. OHANA means FAMILY. FAMILY means NOBODY GETS LEFT BEHIND. Aku ingin menjadi mimpi indah dalam tidurmu. Friday, May 15, 2009 LOVE.LOVE.LOVE.LOVE. "You're one in a million." I'm off to chalet soon. Spending my weekend with mummy's side. It's gonna be awesomely cool. Because, I'll be meeting my merepek kepepek uncles. I'll be meeting my dear brothers and sister. I'll be spending time with dearest Grandpa. I'll be eating like there's no tomorrow. Wanna know why? Cause aunty is cooking Nasi Beryani! alahai nyahhhh........... Aku tak sabar nyah nak melantak! okay dah. I'm feeling hungry this past few days and I know why... =) I ate non stop siot. And MONSTER made my day last two days by bringing home RAMBUTANS! Chikin! Aku pun da dpt rambutan aku! hahahaha. lOl. Macam biase jugak, aku yang melantak kasi habes. I told MONSTER and BRO that they are not supposed to touch that rambutans. Strictly for me! Tak baek eh mal. ishhh. But padan muke dorang. hehe. I'll be having my phonecall test next tuesday. Cool or what?! And roleplay will also starts on next tuesday. Cool or what?! mcm suar...... Okay lah kedodols. I tumpang bergerak dulu okay. MONSTER DAH NAK TUKAR JADI INCREDIBLE HULK. muahahahahahaha. siek. Oh I got pantun. Kau suro beli satu chewing gum aku beli empat Masok Singapore kene sebat Muke kastam macam musibat Muke togok macam Hang Jebat. for fun and laughter only je. dadaaaaaaaaaaaa. Miss me when I'm gone. MARLYDIANA! Wednesday, May 13, 2009 kapla pening. "My secret's out It's been hidden in my heart." MOTHER'S DAY celebration was beautiful. On Saturday, went for HANIE's engagement ceremony. So comel. Both NURUL and I dah malu-malu kucing actually. hehe. Semue selamat. Alhamdulillah. After that proceeded to SEMBAWANG for PINHOLES performance. They were the last band to play with this band. I forgot la what's the name. STM. hehe. It was a superb ending. After that headed back to EPOL's house, makan-makan, bobal kepepek and went home. The next day, went BARRAGE with EPOL&FAM, UL&FAM, EFAH&QILAH and NYAI. It was burning hothothot! Tkleh carry beb..... lOl. Jalan-jalan for a while and then had dinner at SAKURA. alahaiiii........... peh sedap geng...... Semue melantak.... ._. Had ice cream for dessert. THANKS LA ZACK. step je bobal gini padehal pakcik aku. hehehehe. okay dah. In school, classmates are all busy with tests now. And I'll be having my phonecall oral tomorrow. Kiwekkkkkk. Seram siott.... And I was "attacked" by headache just now in school. My head was spinning and I can't really focused. Luckily I fall a sleep for a while during break and that gave me some energy to stay on until evening. Teman IRA B to take her juice at DEWI's. Inside joke eh b. Anak kau 4, anak aku dah ade cucu. muahahahahaha. mauttttttt. Best btol post kau pasal lightning eh b. Kau dedicate kan utk aku. I like. &&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&& HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHIKINN! Chikin! Chikin! Chikin! Chikin! Chikin! Chikin! hehe. GF, you know we are always here for you. Always trust yourself. We might not get what we wish for but this is life, live it your way. Our friendship may still looks fresh and new but the bond that we are making now will lasts our friendship till end. And today aku grumpy. issshhhhhhhh. Tak baek mal. Jangan marah-marah lagy eh. Insyaallah. the warmth of the heart. Labels: BOO. Saturday, May 9, 2009 HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY, MUMMY. "It's like I'm lookin' from a distance, standin' in the background Everybody's sayin', she's not comin' home now This can't be happenin' to me, this is just a dream." mummy, it have been nearly five years you're gone. Losing you was the hardest moment that I had to go through. I break down almost everyday, even now. I know, this is fate and I have to be strong for myself, daddy and little brother. mummy, this Mother's Day, I want to apologies for my wrongdoings. I was not a good girl. I'm stubborn and temperamental. I was self centered. I only thinks for myself but after you were gone, I know I had to change for the better. Mummy, I'll always pray for you. I love you. "I never knew I could hurt like this And everyday life goes on like I wish I could talk to you for awhile I wish I could find a way try not to cry." Those joyous moments we had are still intact. It will never be erased. I missed your laughter, your smile, your jokes, your hugs. I missed everything about you. It was never easy. NEVER. I still had flashbacks and dreams on how you bid your goodbye to us in your sleep. You passed on peacefully. "I know you're in a better place, But I wish that I could see your face, I know you're where you need to be Even though it's not here with me." "Now your gone, There you go, Somewhere I can't bring you back Now your gone, There you go, Somewhere your not coming back." "A mother is not a person to lean on but a person to make leaning unnecessary." Friday, May 8, 2009 Those words. "And I always pray it never ends." I have not been updating properly, I know. My kemalasan terserlah lah people. =) School was memenatkan. It's the journey lah actually. I've been waking up late this past few days. Sleep like pig siol mal. heh. As usual, Monday headed for dance practice. Only 3 of us attended. hehe. Dah compressed da. But being around with those wonderful people during breaks, classes really made my day. Oh yes, had CRN test yesterday. Kiwekkkkk. A pass will be alright la kan. hehe. Taknak mintak banyak. Pass pun okay dokey daddy yankee la. lOl. All I can say, I love all my classmates. =) After spending 6 years of our lives sharing problems, crying on each other shoulders, laughing at our lame jokes, you say there's no us. After what we went through, COPING with YOUR VERY OWN MOST BIGGEST EVER EGO, you said there's no us. Macam WOW! Why not trying to search the true you first. We held a helping hand when you are in need. We might not be as close as before because all are busy with school and you know it. Babe, TRUE SISTERSHIP. THE FEELING JUST STAYS INSIDE OUR HEART EVENTHOUGH HOW FAR WE ARE. WE, STILL, STAND UP FOR EACH OTHER NO MATTER WHAT. haiyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. kecohs la. hehe. EVERYTHING I COULD ASKED FOR. Labels: APE?? Photos first. Malas mau type. BOWLING @ CDANS(020509) MODS MAYDAY & TOWN-ING WITH CLASSMATES(010509) IO1(2009) BARRAGE WITH LOVEONES. AFTER SOCCER SESSION Labels: tengok je.