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Sunday, August 30, 2009
geylang si paku geylang.(Part I) "Now I call you my own things will never be the same." Like I said on the previous post, yeah, went Geylang with late mom side. What you expect if you have uncles who "never will grow old"? STUPID LAME UNCENSORED JOKES. that was what my uncle thought of himself la, actually. MUDA SENTIASA. -.- Along the way as we walked, we talked and laughed like nobody's business. MONSTER and PakBusu, tsskkkk, I don't know what to say. In the middle of the Bazaar, they did the Michael Jackson dance, you know, the one where he put his hand on his tooooooooot and dance...... IMAGINE! Doing it in the middle of the Bazaar while waiting for my aunties done with their shopping!!! susah mau cakap ah.......... =) "eh, da lepas pukul 12 la! Alamak! Da malam ah! Mak aku cakap aku tkleh blek lambat! Jom blek. Jom blek." And of course, tak sah if tak singgah ANIZ. heh. Bought for MONSTER and BRO their baju kurung. And MONSTER danced to the song KISS KISS. mampos. Headed back to Bazaar, where PakBusu pulak danced to the song I KNOW YOU WANT ME with the perot bergegar. hehehe. Took off at around 1am, took some fresh air at Changi and proceeded to SIMPANG BEDOK for sahur. "Men aren't stupid, and you don't need a completed set of rules to find a good one who loves you. Here's the only rule you need: If a man loves you, he will do anything he can to keep you around. Anything." From nissa's blog. Remember the first day? Labels: waiting. Saturday, August 29, 2009
I still, always. "apa yang ku genggam tak mudah untuk aku lepaskan."  Dated with NURUL and NYAI to JB yesterday to take something VERY2 important. =) Girls Day Out la kononnye. heh. Break fast at KENNY ROGER'S. Reached home and both MONSTER and BRO were busy cleaning the house. Got changed and joined them. Today, Geylang-ing with late mom's side. weeeheeeee. =) "aku terlanjur cinta kepadamu dan telah kuberikan seluruh hatiku tapi mengapa baru kini kau pertanyakan cintaku" Labels: you're gone. Sunday, August 23, 2009
this tears just keep falling. I was worried sick. How could you. shhheeeeesssshhh..... Labels: I love you still. IFTAR@Blk 5. "Trying to find out what is and isn't true" So, my ondeh-ondeh was a success, I guess. hahs. Hurried down to Teban after fetching EPOL's family. Not all were there but the foods were superb. There were a lot of foods sampai dah tkde tempat nak letak! So eat, eat, eat. Then we lepak at the staircase. Paham-paham jela if da sit down together, mesti petik-petik gambar. hahahaha. Then, met SHIDAH who is unfortunately sick. Kesian die... Get well soooon b!!!!!!!!!!! And we got stranded at Blk 9. -.- We wanted to go home but while on the way walking to the lorry, there were lightnings and it started to drizzle. So, we decided to went to Blk 9 sementare tunggu hujan berhenti, kononnye. BUT, end up, we stayed until sahur cause the rain never stopped. MONSTER fall asleep with his shoes on, the boys were on PS2 and at the same time wrestling away and making fool of themselves. While the girls, tak payah cakap, pukul tiga je smue tidor. heh. Now it's like 8+am, with this 3 gundus at my house, how am I to fell asleep???! So noisy! Thought of following MONSTER to fetch PINHOLES for their photoshoot but as usual, MALAS. muahahahaha. Btw,  HAPPY BIRTHDAY EKA! May you lead a success life and always believe in whatever you do. Don't do this, please. Labels: always...... Friday, August 21, 2009
come back to me/ puase. you said you're leaving as you look away i know there's really nothing left to say just know i'm here whenever you need me i'll wait for you so i'll let you go i'll set you free and when you see what you need to see when you find you come back to me and i hope you find everything that you need i'll be right here waiting to see when you find you come back to me. addicted to this song. =)))) david cook - come back to me.  Ramadan is just a few hours away and I hope I can go through each day with patience and faith. It feels different during this holy month without the one you love. And I hope I can be a better person after this. Insyaallah. Will be breaking fast at Teban tomorrow with all the PISHID CLANS. What to bring eh????? Takkan ondeh-ondeh kan??? hehehehe. Yang penting, ikhlas. betul tk? betul tk? =))) Guess, its gonna be ondeh-ondeh. My infamous ondeh-ondeh.. lol. Remember girlfriends????? I miss that moments. ondeh-ondeh hijau, biru, purple. hahahaha. see you rascals tomorrow!!!!!!!!!!! I'll leave it as it is. Cause I'll never gonna force. No matter what, I'll be right here. Still the same and it will never change. ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- ------------------------------------------------------------ 11pm.  HE IS JUST SOOOOOOOOOOOOO SEXXXXXXYYYYYYYY!! Currently watching smackdown with brother. I don't know why but I find him sooooooo sexyyyyy. hahahahaha. Especially when he did swanton bomb. alahaiiiiiiiiiiiiii.... sexynye..... lOl. And Hardy Boyz are back!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Gerek geng!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm gonna have movie-marathon-ing session. Something I have not done since school started. hahs. Okay loveliessss. dadaaaaaaaaaaa.
I LOVE YOU. xoxoxoxoxoxoxo Labels: ramadan Thursday, August 20, 2009
bored. Let it takes me where it wants to go Til' you open the door, there's so much more I've never seen it before I was trying to fly but I couldn't find my wings But you came along and you changed everything.
When you find you, come back to me. Tuesday, August 18, 2009
headache! I got a phonecall yesterday at 820pm while I was sleeping. Boy: Hi, ni lydia? Me: Sape ni? (suare sengau2) Boy: Alah ni boy la. Kite pena kenal2 dulu. Me: Sape ni?! (hati membara siot.) Boy: Tkkn tk kenal... kite pena bobal lah... I listen to the voice again and WTH I know this guy! Ninabueh punye pakcik! Call me while I was having my beauty sleep. I was on medication lagy! Boy: Tgh uat ape? Tgh nanges eh? Me: Nanges kebabai! Orang tgh tdo la! Boy: Alah, bedek.... Tgh nanges kn? Sbb liverpool kalah! hahahha. Me: DIAM EH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! DIAM!!!!!!! Boy: Bile free ni? Me: Free? Asal nk blanje akak swensen? Boy: SWENSEN WAKLU! Kate nk kasot nike? Me: Alah, orang maen2 jela.......... Boy: Kay2, aku blanje baju kurong utk raye je la eh. Kasot nnt2 bleh. Wah, baek sungguh hati si pulau ni........... lOl. Kepale pening dapat pakcik mcm gini. haiyooo. Not only him, but all my uncles. Sort in the brain. Oh yes, good luck to bro and all my babies and all those who will be taking their mother tongue results tomorrow. =))) you showed me something that I couldn't see you opened my eyes and you made me believe you made me crazier. I'm tired. Damn tired. Thanks to the medicine which I'm relying on now, I got to sleep the pain away. I just hate it when I woke up I will remember all the things I did this few days. It bothers me a lot. I wish I could just go on sleeping and never wake up. I hate me. I hate myself. Don't let it fade away cause I'm holding on to it. Monday, August 17, 2009
congratulations!  Finally, she's married. After weeks of preparation, everything went extremely well on the actual day. On wednesday, I went over to help out the berkat thingy all. The theme she chose was red, white and green and she blend it with red and white roses. I slept over her house on friday to help out the final touch ups. Done with everything I went down to look at the decorations which was very nice. MONSTER came at midnight to mingle around with my uncles. All got hungry at 2am and kelam kabot went Mcdee to find food. lOl. Sumpah I cannot tahan my eyes already. Saturday. Die yang nak nikah, aku yang berdebar. hahahaha. I was assigned by her to be her photographer and P.A yang tak bertauliah. Was busy running up and down to buy things lah, take things lah. And also busy fighting with my pulau uncle. lOl. "Naseb baek Cik Aren baek bkn mcm si pulau tu." hehehe. At 430pm the groom's side came and sungguh hensem bakal pakcik aku. lOl. Tok Kadi came at 5pm and alhamdulillah semuenye selamat. I was so happy, you know. Then as usual, time for masak-masak. hehe. The boys were asked to clean the chicken, fried the chicken and paru and paling thrill potong daun ketumba dgn daun pudina. muahahahaha. Muke smue confused. And I was given a new job. Washed the dishes, periuk all. Amek kau mal, kene sental periuk. hahaha. After that cut the chilli's. Peh panas jari jemari aku. sheesh. And paling malang, while I was cutting the tomato, I ter cut my finger. It was a deep2 cut. The blood was dripping non stop. Tulah, daydreaming kan da luke. Naseb tk terpotong jari teros. lOl. haiyoooo. I was very tired. I slept at 5am. Kononnye taknak tdo. Confident mah.... lOl. Sunday. Woke up and kelam kabot changed. This was the busiest day for me. Mane jadi photographer, jage tmpat buffet, bungkus lauk2. Kecohssssssssssss. But I really had fun walaupun aku masai nak mampos mcm orang gler. hahaa. The groom came at 2pm. As usual, he was stopped first by 10 of us! kekek. After us, he needs to go thru the bride's bestfriends. Member confirm menggeletar. hahaha. Then, my uncles and cousins including bro and MONSTER sang ISABELLA together. kecoh!!!!!!!!! Bile part chorus, us, the orang dapor, joined in skali. Peh gerek! Packed everything up and we proceeded home at around 7pm. On the way to MAKNGAH's house, hujan turon selebatnye!!!!!!!! All were soaking wet!!!!! Congrats to both KAK WATI and ABANG APIT. Abg apit, make sure you take care of my sis ah if not I rembat you ah!!! lOl. "And I ruined everything." Tuesday, August 11, 2009
national celebration. I rest my head upon your heart And there I can hear its life, So I can sense the ebb and flow Of our love as it steadily grows. I place my lips upon your throat Just where the pulse springs life I gaze into your half closed eyes; And marvel at the why That when I get so close to you I find my heart does its thing Much the same as your heart does From within its well, love springs I place my arms around your neck And pull your head to mine And offer all the love I have Our kiss is so sublime. National day was celebrated at Blk 5. We went to visit the cemetery at around 4pm. Full house siot lori. haha. Should have taken some pics la kan. shheeessssh. Visited mummy, nenek, tok busu and a few others then lastly was yayi's. After that proceeded to Blk 5. Makan sambil tgk parade. So many funny things happened. Sang the Singapore songs, recited the pledge (smangat kepepek smue) haha. And sang MAJULAH SINGAPURA. maut. Spending the three weeks together brought us closer. Don't get me wrong. We ARE VERY CLOSE. VERYVERYVERYVERYVERYVERYVERY. Cume this few weeks kite bertambah rapat. hehehehehe. I LOVE YOU ALL LAH SEPUPUKS2 KU! AND I'LL BE GETTING MARRIED THIS SUNDAY. mcm pham. okay dah. JEALOUSY IS MEAN. Saturday, August 8, 2009
Al fatehah.  ( 2 April 1931)-(6 August 2009)After a long battle, he passed on in his sleep. I know he's somewhere peaceful. Though, he still lives inside our hearts. 8 August 2009 5 years since you've been away. How fast time flies. Mummy, you're in my prayers always. Sometimes I wished I could hold you like I used to last time. I miss everything about you but I know I have to accept the fact that you're gone. Mummy I want to be strong just like you. How I wish I am................ HAPPY BIRTHDAY PEOPLE!!!!!    HAPPY BIRTHDAY GIRLFRIENDS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm greatful to have friends like you. We had gone through the toughest time since the day we knew each other. To AZIE, Babe, I treasure each moment I had with you since Primary One. Remember how we fought??? hahahahaha. Itulah yang paling thrill. hahahaha. We love and cry together. At one point of time we can be very nice to each other and at another point we can be enemies. I LOVE YOU GF!!!! To NUR, Aku msg kau tapi tk reply!!!!! Nabehhhh..... hehehehehehe. GF, I appreciate everything that you did for me. Your countless messages asking me whether I'm free for a "meet up" session with NANA. I'm kinda busy until next week. SO SORRRRYYYY. Remember, I always love you..... =) To IRA, B, I love you......... Thank you for being there for me. Remember the dates we have? Watching sunset at Pandan Reservoir, met up at the void deck and talked as if there's no tomorrow. muahahahahha. I LOVE YOU BBB! hehehehe. Dearest friends, There's no ending towards our friendship. We created it and fill it with joy and happiness, with tears, with laughter and most of all, WITH LOVE. Sunday, August 2, 2009
i'll be back.  (My bestest laughing gas.) Been busy heading down to the hospital. I'll be back with proper update. sooooooooooooooooon, I guess. you came along and change everything. |
