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So, all of us were trying to hold a record of skipping with 5 people at one go. Almost got it. Almost. haha! Thursday was "fruit" day. l0l. It all started with IRA and UNNIE. Then during UFC, UNNIE decided to open up about it, again. IRA couldn't stopped laughing, both SHIKIN and I kept adding on all the "dirty stuffs", SHAFA got scared of IRA, HANA got lost in her puppy world. And I was very tired. It's like I'm sleepwalking. Reached home at 1pm, had lunch while watching DOREMI. I need those laughters to ease my confused feelings. Thought of having a nap but end up I slept through until 830pm. Am still sleepy now actually. Meeting KakWati for lunch later. Yebaaaaa! WHERE ARE YOU, CHINGGU? BOGOSHIPO. Monday, January 25, 2010 Celebrations. The birthday boys. Anuar whom I just knew and Hewitt, my FRENEMY. =) MaiLing&MaLing. Sodap kan name kite. =) Met Ling at Vivo. Janji kul brape, jumpe kul brape. hahaha! Lunch over at LJS. We shared a lot of stories. Satu bakul pun tak cukop oi. haha. Bought the cake and proceeded MIMI'S house. NAZ was being such an ass when both us were trying to "hide" ourselves. Awesome suprise celebration for both HEWITT and ANUAR. The boys sabo-ed each other but both Ling and I knew we won't be spared. End up we both kene jgak. Thanks to MIMI and HAN JOO. Double splat on my face. -.- That was my Saturday. Wonderful night with wonderful people. Ain't he cute? I asked him to take picture with me and he said, " Eh, da lame kite tak amek gamba cium awak." DANISH PHOTOGRAPHY. He laughed continuously after taking me this picture. Comel my "vibrator" Nyai. Kembar sekontol. l0l. The couple of the day. Wish you both a blessful years ahead. Sunday was spent with PISHID CLANS at Blk 9. Celebrated WAK IBU birthday and WAK IBU and AYAH'S anniversary. All were there except NAPI CLAN and a few of them who were not there. Havoc. DANISH was the main attraction. As usual, NURUL'S room will be occupied by the juniors. We made hell lot of noise. There's one part where we were sending WAK AYAH to work and DANISH, RINA, ALYA, QILAH, EFAH, NANA and NYTA followed. I was listening to BAIK-BAIK SAYANG and singing along loudly, then DANISH was was beside me, turned to me and sang, "hanya satu pintaku.........." Then I asked, "Danish dengar lagu ni jgak? Kite suke gler tau dgn lagu ni!" He answered, "Aah la.... Kite dengar jgk.. Ala, ni kite nyanyi utk awak la." I was like, "YEKE??!! Alahai sweetnye awak nyanyi kan kite......" He answered again, " Kite love awak bigbig..." hahaha! Aku mcm nk sepak aje muke die at that point of time. hahaha! PISHID!!! GATHER AGAIN SOOOOOOOON! Saturday, January 23, 2010 a meaningful one. "Two is better than one." Accompanied Kakwati for her checkup yesterday with UNCETY. Had lunch over at Tong Seng. The three of us couldn't stopped laughing when each of us started to talk about our childhood memories. We were talking and laughing when suddenly a fishball flew out from UNCETY mouth. MAMPOS. Luckily nobody saw it. =) Both KakWati and I decided to walk around at Bugis after UNCETY left for work. Met AbgApit at Raffles and we went AMK Central to buy some stuffs for the baby. I can't wait! MARCH COME FASTER! Reached her house around 7pm. Went home at midnight after MONSTER came and fetched me. =) Meeting LingLing later. =) Like finally, I can relax. 3 years watching her fighting for love, fate and reality. At last, she now has someone. She brought me to tears when she told me. My first word was, Alhamdulillah. For that 3 years also, I've been trying to convince and assure her that there is someone and all she need is time. And now she can move on. I'm very happy for you. VERY.VERY. No words can't describe my feeling when you told me the news. I pray you will have a blessful relationship. Be patient alright? You make my early 2010 a meaningful one. Babe, I'm very happy for you. =D PISHID'S, LET'S GATHER TOMORROW! PLEASE! RINDU-ING ALL OF YOU ALREADY! Wednesday, January 20, 2010 remember december. Ku Merindu.... Does it still means anything? And I remembered, this was like a year ago. Gosh, I wish you really mean it when you sang this song. Sunday, January 17, 2010 SOSIS and LOVELIES. Had a fight with MONSTER. Just put all this stuffs behind, I guess. Like I said, I know where I stand. Visited SHIDAH's house twice this week. Maknye pun bleh tahan funny eh Shidah. hahaha! The Oreo Truffle was great. SOSIS, nnt I buat I kasi you all rase okay! =))) SOSIS soccer team pun awesome. Confirm first eleven. l0l. Had a great laughed during s&w. "I shall not ARG with you." Had Karaoke night with LOVELIES on Friday. Gerek la people! Next, Sentosa pulak eh....? hehe. Spent my Saturday with NekBusu, KakWati and KakIja at Geylang. Followed them back. MARCH COME FASTER PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! END OF MARCH ESPECIALLY!! And I want my cempedak! Gosh it's been like weeks since my Cameroon Chennai Trip! BAIK-BAIK SAYANG. You vanished again. I guess, this time might be forever. But I rindu tahu tak! Hmmmm, tkpela. Like I said, sorry for everything. Go find that lucky person. =) Monday, January 11, 2010 they did it. All of them. BROTHER do me proud. He scored 24 points for his O level! I was damn nervous! I kept texting him, "da dapat result text aku tros tau! TROS!!!! Aku kene tahu dulu!!!" I went Greenridge after school and met Danial. Another one. Nervous rabak sia. Same like me last time. Can't sleep the whole night. Restless. haha. BROTHER called at 3+pm and he gave me the news. I shouted like hell! Proud of you irritating fucking asshole brother. =))))) EnShin, Fiqah, Azhar, Gurjeet, Hao Jie, Abu, Hakiim; Congratulations my dears! Another brand new world for you. Remember, no matter what, just go for it. Find the answers inside your heart. I LOVE ALL OF YOU. A LOT. Shidah B; Your future is in your hands. Decide well. Do something good for yourself. I love you!!! weekend. I had sleepless weekend. Went AYAH KAYA's family chalet on Saturday and overnight. Didn't sleep though. I followed UL and cousins for karaoke session. Headed back to the chalet at 5am. And MONSTER was supposed to "angkat barang pindah" at 730am but end up after we travelled back to the west side, tak jadi angkat. Neneh. We went home, BROTHER straight went to bed while I quickly finished up my UFC project sent to UNNIE cause I scared that I could not make it to SOSIS meetup at HANA's. So went back chalet at noon, fetched UL's family, lunch at Tampines, sent AJIL off to his soccer match at Beatty and headed Teban. Met SOSIS straight while MONSTER waited for me at BLK 5. I swear I was sleepy but couldn't sleep so I was talking nonsense all the way. Great day with SOSIS plus AUNI and INA. UNNIE was the person of the day. UNNIE, you make my january sparkling! weeeheeee! I badly need your bad romance. If only you could understand how I feel. I understand that I can't be the way you want me to be. Now, he makes your dream come true. I know you're happy for him. Too happy. Very happy. I know where I stand here. I'm just a girl with many dreams but there's too many barriers. I know he's your favourite, I feel it. I see it. But please, don't stop me from chasing my dreams, live my life. Cause I'm not LIKE HIM. I pray that one day, you'll realise what I am good at. One day............................ For now, I'll be your "punching bag". Who am I to stop all your sayings, your doings. Like I say, I know where I stand. People like me don't deserve to be heard. Don't worry, I'll still be there for you if you need someone to scold or shout at. I know I did many wrong things. I know sometimes I do things w/o thinking what is right and what is wrong. I do things w/o thinking it will hurt your feeling. But there are things, IMPORTANT things, that I didn't do just to avoid you getting hurt Dreams that I should have fulfilled. To you, everything I do is nothing. Sometimes I wonder, do you even notice that I was there for you everytime? People might say the saying, "I live with a fake smile" is cliche or nonsense. But it happens. Sometimes you just have to breakdown cause your life is surrounded by lies. Lie to everyone and sadly, LIE TO YOURSELF. I may not be a good person but I know that God will be with everyone who go through their lives sincerely and patiently. Saturday, January 9, 2010 i wanna fly, far. Sometimes, I wish I could just vanished into thin air. How would you feel if the one you love NEVER trust you anymore? No, not boyfriend or friends. But the one you love. It's like your future is not in your hands but in his/her hands. Everything you do or did never seems right. The goods things you did, he/she never notice but all the bad stuffs, yes. I keep asking myself, "Am I that bad?" It's good to be protective but not overprotective. Everyone I know or be friends with, he/she wants to know, too. Enough said. Maybe I should just lock myself in the room. Maybe he/she will be HAPPIER. There's a voice inside my head day you'll never reach it. That voice is YOU. Monday, January 4, 2010 My big red nose. First day of school and I'm sick. Well, actually it started yesterday. I was down with flu and it continues. I swear I can't think properly because of this! But still I love today cause I met classmates. I met my Liverpool Gang, PRA, HANIS and EKA. I met RAGEN bby. Hugged each of them. FARID and RUIRONG, as usual, entertained me with their antics. SOSIS; full attendance. Met SHIDAH straight after school. Went WCP. Had a long chat. Travelled back to Teban. I got fed up with my nose. Pernahkan Kau Merasa Hatimu Hampa? Saturday, January 2, 2010 Happy 2010!!!!!! <3 2009 was fast for me. It's been a great year especially towards the end. A year full of ups and downs. A year filled with pure happiness, sincerity, laughter and love but still there's sadness, anger, betrayal, hatred and lost. Apart from that, I thank God for letting me breathe the year 2009 eventhough I was tested in so many ways. Amin. To my dear Familia, both late mom's side and PISHID CLANS, Pishid's, we're going through a big lost. Our dear YAYI have passed on in August. I know he's in a better place and in good hands, now. He will always be remembered by all of us. We miss his presence. I guess he'll be happier if all of us stay together, as one. Going through our toughest moments together. Hj Omar Familia; 2010 will be the sixth year Nenek and Ibu left us. I'm sorry if I've not been spending a lot of time if all of you especially Atok.(if only you all know why.......) But still, you are in my prayers. I love all of you, never once it faded. NEVER. And Ican't wait for the lil' one to come out! OHANA means FAMILY, FAMILY means nobody gets left behind. To my dear IRA, Our 12 years anniversary! We've been through a lot! Although we got closer in Sec One, I appreciate every each second I spent with you. Thanks for staying on and be with me each time I need help. We will go through more hardship in times to come so let's hold on, breaking through each obstacles together. Our love, it's a feeling others might not understand. Sometimes, just by looking at each other, we know what's going through on each other minds. We have our differences but that differences make us what we are now. I love you Siti Amirah Bte Mohammad Razid. To my dearest FLIQUES, NANA; You too, understand what I've been going through. You always make me laugh with your jokes. Although we're busy with school, you still never fail to call or sms me. No need to say much cause you know I love you. Nura; Thank you for organising those outings. Aku pun sayang kau sesgt Kanina!!!!! Azie; CONGRATULATIONS to us too! Our 12 years anniversary!!! Those who have known us will know how we fought, shout and scream at each other. I hate her and she hates me. Then we makeup and be friends again. We've been through a rocky road, seriously! Babe, I love you still! EERA; We've not been seeing each other often in 2009 and I wish you all the best Eerara! Love you! ADEK NANA; 2009 brought us closer. We were in the same school and I spent lot of quality time with her. I love you dek! SWITHART; We've been "missing" each other in 2009. But still you are my swithart! hehe! IZAH; My big momma! Loveeee youuuuuu! To SOSIS, TRUST, RESPECT, HONOUR, SECRECY and SOLIDARITY. It's been awesome girls, really. There's still more for us to go through. Let's pray that we'll be patient enough to accept whatever challenges in 2010. I love you all girls! To GFs and BF, AZIZ; You are still there for me when I need some advices or scoldings. Thanks Nabeh! JU; Babe, I still remember you. I love you, still! SHIDAH; B! You are like family already. The whole Pishid's are like part of you too. I'm sorry if I did not spend lot of time with you in 2009. You know the reason right? BECAUSE OF YOUR O's!!!! haha! Well b, aku sayang kau okay! Go Number One! hehehe! MAISHARAH; Ling, 2009, it was hectic! Especially towards the end! haha! What you say is true. THANKS to someone, we got to know each other. You've been there for me too and I'm very happy that you are happy with what you have now. Take a step at a time okay, Ling? Love you Ling! Lastly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BELOVED IRRITATING BROTHER, ROZAILANI BIN ROZANI! I love you okay bodoh!