the story of me.

breathe

2010-10-09T14:34:00.000+08:00

Addictive.

2010-10-09T13:57:00.001+08:00

I CAN'T WAIT.

2010-09-18T16:03:00.001+08:00

WANNA

MEET

RIZQY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

cinta.

2010-09-17T03:15:00.006+08:00

2008, 2009 and 2010. For they, besides my families, are my pillar of strength. My happiness, sorrow, my tears of joy, my laughter. The place I'm able to be myself. To laugh, to sulk, to get angry, to be pampered. They witnessed my weaknesses, my tears, my hardship and they never once leave my side. I don't know what's going to happen in the future but I know it's love that has brought us this far and will always be.

4NA (2007), I love you GUYS too much.

Hari Raya

2010-09-16T00:54:00.029+08:00

As usual, we visited Atok's place first. The best thing was, he cooked Nasi Briyani Udang. Accompanied by Makngah's rendang and Pakbusu ayam masak merah, what can I do, right? hehe. At 4pm, made our way to Teban. Nyai cooked ayam masak merah, also. NIKMAT. haishhh! We went to a few houses. Reached home around 2am.

Second day was strictly for "the adek beradeks house". We went a total of 10 house, I think. By the time the clock striked midnight, everyone were exhausted. The last house was Sembawang. It was 2am. Sent everyone back home and we reached BP nearly 5am. So, the hungry barbarians went McDee for breakfast.

We continued to the last remaining houses although most of the family can't make it. It was left with Togok's family, Tina's family, Rabiah family, Napi's family and Bidot. Visited late Yayi's siblings houses. So, Pishid's are done with our visiting!

Thursday with my 4NA and mummy's side this weekend.

tears

2010-08-25T00:13:00.002+08:00

Both the video and song are priceless.

2010-08-20T23:53:00.002+08:00

I've been ditching my blog lately. heh. Feels kinda lazy that's why. All I can say is, life's great. I have my most beautiful, precious people around me. Work is fine, too. Oh yeah, I found a new boyfriend at work. His name is Ri(Ra-yi). He's a Japanese! And he's only 3 years old. HAHA. He is just too ADORABLE.
It's fasting month. And PISHIDS will be visiting geylang for the second time tomorrow. Next weekend will be with MakNgah's. My Budak Mentel is 6 months already. Time flies too fast.

I'll update sooooooooooooooooooooooooooon.
hehe.

2010-06-17T19:42:00.002+08:00

SPAIN DISAPPOINTED ME LAST NIGHT.

SOUTH KOREA, DO YOUR MAGIC TONIGHT.

2010-06-15T00:26:00.026+08:00

Celebrated SHIKIN Unnie birthday. Sorry lah b, one month terlambat. hehehe. She really got no idea about this. heh. We watched NIGHTMARES ON ELM STREET. Unnie - unnie I smue comel2. Macam2 karenah. hehehehe. Whatever it is, SOSIS, I LOVE YOU.

Diva La Futbol was awesome. Although we did not went through finals, but he did make it to the semis. What more can I asked for than them. Had a real meal over at JP with NANA and WF while waiting for MONSTER to fetch me. Not mentioning the pain I had on my left ankle. It really pissed me off. heh.

At night, PISHID celebrated ASNITA's and SOPIK's birthday at Marina Barrage. Chilled around until 2am and off for supper at Al Azhar. After sending everyone, we reached home around 5am.

Our weekend matches has been great. This is the only time where PISHID'S got to gather together. After match, went back to my place where the boys will bathe and change and off to dinner. It's a great routine. Well of course, spending time with PISHID.

photos.photos.photos.photos.

2010-05-19T23:00:00.002+08:00

Graduation with my most beloved IO1 eventhough not all were there. People, I'm blessed to be in this class. Saranghaeyo.

Our 1st May SOSIS meet up. We promise to meet each other every end of the month.

Celebrated Mother's Day with PISHID'S at West Coast.

something to hold on; forever.

2010-05-11T02:34:00.003+08:00

Met SOSIS on 1st May. Shikin treated us to Popeye. After that we had our usual photo and talking sessions. Had ice creams for dessert at Breeks. We are trying our best to meet up once a month, at least, for you know, all are busy with work and school. Next will be on Hanaman. =D Abes hana, kite keringkan kocek kau okay...? heh.

PISHID celebrated Mother's Day On 8th May at West Coast Park. Nurul, Qilah, Efah and I got drenched, all thanks to the heavy rain. Eventually the rain stopped and we found a totally nice shelter plus a perfect view of the sea. We witnessed the beautiful sunset, too. The rest then came. It was awesome seeing everyone enjoying the moments together. Whataya Want From Me was the song of the day. -.- And of course, CHARADE. Oh the foods were great, too!

My kementot taik ayam is turning 3 months sooooon. yey!

heartbeat.

2010-05-04T02:48:00.002+08:00

Why Isn't My Heart Listening?

I Don't Want This Anymore.

I Know In My Head But Why Is My Heart Rebelling.

I Can't Open One Part Of My Heart And I keep Your Place Empty.

There's No Reason For You To Come Back But I Still Believe You Would.

Stop Trying Get Him Back, He's Gone, Gotta Keep Moving On.

Listen To My Heartbeat.

2010-04-26T22:10:00.003+08:00

For I wish I could tell you that this things shouldn't have happened.
For I wish I could tell you I keep dreaming the same thing over and over again.
For I wish I could tell you the truth.
For I wish I could tell you we should have stayed strong.
For I wish I could tell you we fought for something stupid.
For I wish I could tell you I had nothing to do with him. HE SUCKS.
For I wish I could tell you I missed those moments.
For I wish I could tell you, again and again, I love you and never once I hated you.

You know why I never talked or texted you?
I was stubborn. VERY.
You know how heartbroken I was when I received that text from you?
It was worst than a break up. Seriously.
I don't know why suddenly I was in the picture.
You know I DON'T EVEN CARE ABOUT HIM.
You know HOW I HATE HIM.

If only you understand how my situation is now.

2010-04-23T00:31:00.002+08:00

Karaoke with lovedones.

Dinner with Galvin at KFC. (At last, my cheese fries.) Thanks ah pek. =D

Watched a soccer match at CCK Stadium w Ling.

Supper with Ling, Mimi, Hisham and Han Joo.

Wonderful thursday. =D

Work is fine. Sucha nice colleagues like Kennix, Isty, Peiwen, Siti and of course NURMAISHARAH. heh.

FLIQUES, I don't know why but I'm dying to kick some balls. I don't want to "die" on 5th June. hehehe.

I missed IO1. Like a lot. I missed those moments where the Liverpool fans and Man Utd fans criticised each other teams, I missed those time when we all laughed at that "psychotic" girl.

SOSIS, sumpah I rindu you all. hehehe.

UNGU.UNGU.UNGU.UNGU.UNGU.

monster!

2010-04-19T23:59:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MONSTER!

I LOVE YOU.

Three words with alot of meanings that I can't explained.

MY FAMILY DAYS.

2010-04-15T02:29:00.015+08:00

-Celebrated NANA'S and NAWA'S birthday.

-BBQ Gathering at WCP.

-Awesome foods, cupcakes.

-TRUE OR DARE. which turned out to be only DARE. -.-

-CHARADE!!!!

-Match at Chestnut Drive Sec.

-Dinner at East Coast.

-Adventure to Changi and Sembawang Park.

-Picnic on Good Friday.

-Headed Pusara Aman after that.

-Dinner at The Prata House at Serangoon.

birthdayssss......

2010-04-08T03:02:00.004+08:00

HAAAPPPPPPPPPPYYYY BIIIRRRTTHHHHDAYYYYY NABEH BESTFRIEND!!!!

Akhirnyaaaaa, he's 19.

Aziz, our friendship has been wonderful. Eventhough we can't meet each other that much, just know that I never forget you.

I feel blessed having you around.

Takecare of yourself okay. Last long with Aty. And tolong, jgn nak marah-marah aje okay. haahha!

Aku missssss kau piiiiigggg.

HAPPPPYYY ADVANCE BIRTTTTHHHDAYYYYY COUSINS.

Our very own LALA & LELE. heh.

Let's hold on tight and go through thick and thin together.

It is an honour having such wonderful cousins.

I LOVE YOU BOTH.

pishid.

2010-04-07T00:49:00.007+08:00

You see, you don't mess with blood ties. It will hurt you bad, damn bad I tell you. You can mess with one but not all. When you put in the word FAMILY, you're putting yourself through hell. Remember what I said before?

You mess with one bitch; you mess with the bitches.

Sayang, you cabar salah orang.

You know how much you would stand up for your lovedones even if you have to risk your life. =D

SARANGHAEYO PISHID'S; KEEP HOLDING ON.

2010-03-30T14:49:00.002+08:00

Okay. I've been lazy. hehe. I'll update soon okay.
There's so many wonderful things going on BESIDE LOVE. That shit can wait, for now cause I only love ZAC EFRON. mampos =D
I swear I love my beautiful wonderous FAMILY.
Pishid's & Hj Omar's Family.
And of course my MONSTER and bloodyy irritating brother.
Brother is singing at my ear in what bloody language pon aku tak tahu.

IO1 is missed.

DECISION.

2010-03-24T01:24:00.008+08:00

Live It.

Sometimes Making Mistakes Make Us Realise That We Need To Be Careful On What We Decide In Days To Come.

People, watch The Blind Side. It move me to tears, somehow.

And Brother did something soooooo purely nice. Thanks Brrraaaaaah! Appreciate it alot!

Some of my friends are going to Bali.....! WHAT THE !!!!!?????!!!

Have a safe trip yaw! *jgn lupe kite kat sini.* MUAHAHAHAHAHA!

turns a month.

2010-03-14T02:58:00.003+08:00

Happy One Month Rizqy Dearest.

Shikin. thanks for the text just now.

I appreciate it a lot.

Shafa, your letter, alahai, I nak nanges-nanges baby.

hehehehhe.

I miss Sosis.

2010-03-13T03:08:00.004+08:00

DAMN!

HOW CAN I NOT RESIST HIM?!

fcuk.

SOON.

2010-03-04T00:03:00.004+08:00

"you should have just shut your ears and mouth and let them do the thinking themselves. You tried to help. You tried everything you could to put things at the right position but end up you got stuck in the drama. And the prize you get; Hatred." - unknown

I'll update when I'm really free. I just felt so lazy. hehe.

And I have to say this,

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SCHOOL'S ENDING AND I AM FUCKING SAD ABOUT IT. IT'S LIKE I MISS CLASSMATES ALREADY. I SWEAR I LOVE ALL OF THEM SO MUCH.

2010-02-25T19:28:00.001+08:00

One thing for sure,

IT IS JUST LIKE A ROLLER COASTER RIDE.

loved.

2010-02-23T23:10:00.022+08:00

Match at 5pm. Henderson waves at night.

That was my saturday.

blessed.

Meeting RIZQY later. Missed him sooooo much.

Goodluck for your match later juniors. Do YOUR best.

Go Zhenghua!!!!

SARANGHAEYO.

2010-02-18T22:38:00.009+08:00

I'm not really into Korean stuffs actually. Not like UNNIE, HANA and IRA who will continuously fight or share stories about those Korean "hot issues". I just love their songs, the lyrics especially. I've been hearing this songs again & again & again...... And since, I can't concentrate on finishing up my portfolio, I might as well side tracked a lil' bit. heh.

and the first song that I fall in love with. Credits to SOSIS who sang this song for my birthday! Gee, Gee, Gee, Gee, Gee! Saranghaeyo!

blood is thicker than water.......

2010-02-17T14:26:00.023+08:00

"If we ever meet again"

13 Feb 2010

PISHID'S BOYS had their first ever soccer match together against SOPIK'S team. The keghairahan, tsk, no comment. SOPIK, next time play with us okay....? hehehe. Believe it or not, the boys won, 3-1 and they were all freaking happy about it! Went WEST COAST to fill our rumbling stomach. We were all deiciding where to go next, MUSTAFA or BARRAGE. End up, we dropped by Mustafa for a while and proceeded to Barrage. The boys with their antiques, again & again......

And I suffered a terrible headache. BABOYA!!!!!!!!!!

And, we received the bestest news ever; KAK WATI has given birth!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

14 Feb 2010

My valentine. I celebrated with RIZQY. Thank you for this wonderful, meaningful gift, God. CONGRATULATIONS TO BOTH MUMMY LYSA AND DADDY APIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

15 Feb 2010

PISHID'S went to visit the cemetery. After that we went MARINA BARRAGE. The weather was awesome. Next time we go kite flying okay PISHID...? =) Had dinner over at Al-Azhar. GREAT NIGHT WITH ALL OF YOU!

16 Feb 2010

Met SOSIS(except IRA and SHIKIN) at Civics Lib to touch up on our projects which will be due this Friday. Had lunch over at MacDee, first. We talked about how UNNIE takde perasaan moments when we went to watch SORORITY ROW. UNNIE BABOYA!!!!!!

In the Lib, UNNIE and SHAFA betol-betol punye concentrating while HANA and I maen-maen. We did our work la actually but ter-side track. hehe. Made our move at 8pm.

Groom, Groom, Groom.

2010-02-05T21:40:00.010+08:00

"Nothing's gonna change this feeling."

The Second Group Went For The Grooming Session Today. I Came Late. heh. It Went Well. And Me, As Usual, My Hands Will Start Shaking Nervously With Any Valid Reasons. -.-

After That, SHIKIN, IRA And I Decided To Have Lunch Over At Harbourfront. SHIKIN Legs Were Hurting And So Does Mine. Headed Home At Three. It Was Raining Heavily That I Have To Wait For 15mins When I Reached Jelapang Station. Since My Legs Were Crying For Help, I Walked In The Heavy Rain. I Wanted To Cry But I Can't Lah Kan. hehehe.

DAMN. I WANNA GET OVER IT BUT I CAN'T. EACH TIME I TRIED TO RUN AWAY, I KEPT RUNNING TOWARDS THE SAME ROAD, THE SAME PATH. CAUSE I HAVE THE FEELING THAT I LEFT SOMETHING BEHIND; MY HEART.

in this world,

2010-02-02T14:32:00.003+08:00

Sometimes, you wished that you could just vanished. Running away from all the difficulties cause it feels like a burden. You feel that the world is so cruel towards you. Each time you thought something is right, it will turns to be very wrong. You get fatigue by all the happenings.

But still, you have to know, all this things happen for a reason. =)

Birthdays utk yang da TUA. =)

2010-02-01T00:54:00.002+08:00

Both UNNIES of mine are already 19. OMG. Da tua. hehe.

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO BOTH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

It have been a pleasure knowing you.

FARAH; You're a great person. Someone everyone can count on. Though sometimes your clumsiness, I got no comments. hehe. I know sometimes I can be a little harsh towards you cause Hana was absent. But still your're a great person. Sayang kau Unnie!

HANA; Firstly, aku nak mintak maaf sgt2 sbb aku slalu kacau kau. Sungguh boring if one day aku tak dpt kacau kau. MUAHAHA! I love you too HANA!

I miss my angel in the night.

SKIPPING MERRILY.

2010-01-28T23:57:00.003+08:00

"Hanya satu pintaku; Baik-baik Sayang."

My body's aching. But I had a helluva afternoon on Wednesday. Thanks to S&W. We played skipping; HANIS, HIDDY, EKA, SUE, AMELIA and me. SOSIS had their badminton tournament. I don't know why but I hate badminton. Maybe because I don't know how to play. haha. So, all of us were trying to hold a record of skipping with 5 people at one go. Almost got it. Almost. haha!

Thursday was "fruit" day. l0l. It all started with IRA and UNNIE. Then during UFC, UNNIE decided to open up about it, again. IRA couldn't stopped laughing, both SHIKIN and I kept adding on all the "dirty stuffs", SHAFA got scared of IRA, HANA got lost in her puppy world. And I was very tired. It's like I'm sleepwalking. Reached home at 1pm, had lunch while watching DOREMI. I need those laughters to ease my confused feelings. Thought of having a nap but end up I slept through until 830pm. Am still sleepy now actually. Meeting KakWati for lunch later. Yebaaaaa!

WHERE ARE YOU, CHINGGU?

BOGOSHIPO.

Celebrations.

2010-01-25T17:37:00.008+08:00

The birthday boys. Anuar whom I just knew and Hewitt, my FRENEMY. =)

MaiLing&MaLing. Sodap kan name kite. =)

Met Ling at Vivo. Janji kul brape, jumpe kul brape. hahaha! Lunch over at LJS. We shared a lot of stories. Satu bakul pun tak cukop oi. haha. Bought the cake and proceeded MIMI'S house. NAZ was being such an ass when both us were trying to "hide" ourselves. Awesome suprise celebration for both HEWITT and ANUAR. The boys sabo-ed each other but both Ling and I knew we won't be spared. End up we both kene jgak. Thanks to MIMI and HAN JOO. Double splat on my face. -.-

That was my Saturday. Wonderful night with wonderful people.

Ain't he cute? I asked him to take picture with me and he said, " Eh, da lame kite tak amek gamba cium awak."

DANISH PHOTOGRAPHY. He laughed continuously after taking me this picture.

Comel my "vibrator" Nyai.

Kembar sekontol. l0l.

The couple of the day.

Wish you both a blessful years ahead.

Sunday was spent with PISHID CLANS at Blk 9. Celebrated WAK IBU birthday and WAK IBU and AYAH'S anniversary. All were there except NAPI CLAN and a few of them who were not there. Havoc. DANISH was the main attraction. As usual, NURUL'S room will be occupied by the juniors. We made hell lot of noise. There's one part where we were sending WAK AYAH to work and DANISH, RINA, ALYA, QILAH, EFAH, NANA and NYTA followed. I was listening to BAIK-BAIK SAYANG and singing along loudly, then DANISH was was beside me, turned to me and sang, "hanya satu pintaku.........." Then I asked, "Danish dengar lagu ni jgak? Kite suke gler tau dgn lagu ni!" He answered, "Aah la.... Kite dengar jgk.. Ala, ni kite nyanyi utk awak la." I was like, "YEKE??!! Alahai sweetnye awak nyanyi kan kite......" He answered again, " Kite love awak bigbig..." hahaha! Aku mcm nk sepak aje muke die at that point of time. hahaha!

PISHID!!! GATHER AGAIN SOOOOOOOON!

a meaningful one.

2010-01-23T13:15:00.003+08:00

"Two is better than one."

Accompanied Kakwati for her checkup yesterday with UNCETY. Had lunch over at Tong Seng. The three of us couldn't stopped laughing when each of us started to talk about our childhood memories. We were talking and laughing when suddenly a fishball flew out from UNCETY mouth. MAMPOS. Luckily nobody saw it. =)
Both KakWati and I decided to walk around at Bugis after UNCETY left for work. Met AbgApit at Raffles and we went AMK Central to buy some stuffs for the baby. I can't wait! MARCH COME FASTER!
Reached her house around 7pm. Went home at midnight after MONSTER came and fetched me. =)

Meeting LingLing later. =)

Like finally, I can relax. 3 years watching her fighting for love, fate and reality. At last, she now has someone. She brought me to tears when she told me. My first word was, Alhamdulillah. For that 3 years also, I've been trying to convince and assure her that there is someone and all she need is time. And now she can move on. I'm very happy for you. VERY.VERY. No words can't describe my feeling when you told me the news. I pray you will have a blessful relationship. Be patient alright? You make my early 2010 a meaningful one. Babe, I'm very happy for you. =D

PISHID'S, LET'S GATHER TOMORROW!

PLEASE!

RINDU-ING ALL OF YOU ALREADY!

remember december.

2010-01-20T00:39:00.002+08:00

Ku Merindu....

Does it still means anything?

And I remembered, this was like a year ago.

Gosh, I wish you really mean it when you sang this song.

SOSIS and LOVELIES.

2010-01-17T13:27:00.005+08:00

Had a fight with MONSTER. Just put all this stuffs behind, I guess. Like I said, I know where I stand.

Visited SHIDAH's house twice this week. Maknye pun bleh tahan funny eh Shidah. hahaha! The Oreo Truffle was great. SOSIS, nnt I buat I kasi you all rase okay! =))) SOSIS soccer team pun awesome. Confirm first eleven. l0l. Had a great laughed during s&w. "I shall not ARG with you."

Had Karaoke night with LOVELIES on Friday. Gerek la people! Next, Sentosa pulak eh....? hehe. Spent my Saturday with NekBusu, KakWati and KakIja at Geylang. Followed them back. MARCH COME FASTER PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! END OF MARCH ESPECIALLY!!

And I want my cempedak! Gosh it's been like weeks since my Cameroon Chennai Trip!

BAIK-BAIK SAYANG.

You vanished again.

I guess, this time might be forever.

But I rindu tahu tak!

Hmmmm, tkpela.

Like I said, sorry for everything.

Go find that lucky person. =)

they did it. All of them.

2010-01-11T22:40:00.005+08:00

BROTHER do me proud. He scored 24 points for his O level! I was damn nervous! I kept texting him, "da dapat result text aku tros tau! TROS!!!! Aku kene tahu dulu!!!" I went Greenridge after school and met Danial. Another one. Nervous rabak sia. Same like me last time. Can't sleep the whole night. Restless. haha. BROTHER called at 3+pm and he gave me the news. I shouted like hell! Proud of you irritating fucking asshole brother. =)))))

EnShin, Fiqah, Azhar, Gurjeet, Hao Jie, Abu, Hakiim; Congratulations my dears! Another brand new world for you. Remember, no matter what, just go for it. Find the answers inside your heart. I LOVE ALL OF YOU. A LOT.

Shidah B; Your future is in your hands. Decide well. Do something good for yourself. I love you!!!

weekend.

2010-01-11T18:11:00.001+08:00

I had sleepless weekend. Went AYAH KAYA's family chalet on Saturday and overnight. Didn't sleep though. I followed UL and cousins for karaoke session. Headed back to the chalet at 5am. And MONSTER was supposed to "angkat barang pindah" at 730am but end up after we travelled back to the west side, tak jadi angkat. Neneh. We went home, BROTHER straight went to bed while I quickly finished up my UFC project sent to UNNIE cause I scared that I could not make it to SOSIS meetup at HANA's. So went back chalet at noon, fetched UL's family, lunch at Tampines, sent AJIL off to his soccer match at Beatty and headed Teban. Met SOSIS straight while MONSTER waited for me at BLK 5. I swear I was sleepy but couldn't sleep so I was talking nonsense all the way. Great day with SOSIS plus AUNI and INA.

UNNIE was the person of the day. UNNIE, you make my january sparkling! weeeheeee!

I badly need your bad romance.

If only you could understand how I feel.

I understand that I can't be the way you want me to be.

Now, he makes your dream come true.

I know you're happy for him. Too happy. Very happy.

I know where I stand here.

I'm just a girl with many dreams but there's too many barriers.

I know he's your favourite, I feel it. I see it.

But please, don't stop me from chasing my dreams, live my life.

Cause I'm not LIKE HIM.

I pray that one day, you'll realise what I am good at.

One day............................

For now, I'll be your "punching bag".

Who am I to stop all your sayings, your doings.

Like I say, I know where I stand.

People like me don't deserve to be heard.

Don't worry, I'll still be there for you if you need someone to scold or shout at.

I know I did many wrong things.

I know sometimes I do things w/o thinking what is right and what is wrong.

I do things w/o thinking it will hurt your feeling.

But there are things, IMPORTANT things, that I didn't do just to avoid you getting hurt

Dreams that I should have fulfilled.

To you, everything I do is nothing.

Sometimes I wonder, do you even notice that I was there for you everytime?

People might say the saying, "I live with a fake smile" is cliche or nonsense.

But it happens.

Sometimes you just have to breakdown cause your life is surrounded by lies.

Lie to everyone and sadly, LIE TO YOURSELF.

I may not be a good person but I know that God will be with everyone who go through their lives

sincerely and patiently.

i wanna fly, far.

2010-01-09T16:33:00.003+08:00

Sometimes, I wish I could just vanished into thin air.

How would you feel if the one you love NEVER trust you anymore? No, not boyfriend or friends.

But the one you love.

It's like your future is not in your hands but in his/her hands. Everything you do or did never seems right. The goods things you did, he/she never notice but all the bad stuffs, yes. I keep asking myself, "Am I that bad?" It's good to be protective but not overprotective. Everyone I know or be friends with, he/she wants to know, too.

Enough said. Maybe I should just lock myself in the room. Maybe he/she will be HAPPIER.

There's a voice inside my head day you'll never reach it.

That voice is YOU.

My big red nose.

2010-01-04T22:01:00.002+08:00

First day of school and I'm sick. Well, actually it started yesterday. I was down with flu and it continues. I swear I can't think properly because of this!

But still I love today cause I met classmates. I met my Liverpool Gang, PRA, HANIS and EKA. I met RAGEN bby. Hugged each of them. FARID and RUIRONG, as usual, entertained me with their antics. SOSIS; full attendance.

Met SHIDAH straight after school. Went WCP. Had a long chat. Travelled back to Teban. I got fed up with my nose.

Pernahkan Kau Merasa Hatimu Hampa?

Happy 2010!!!!!! <3

2010-01-02T23:35:00.003+08:00

2009 was fast for me.

It's been a great year especially towards the end. A year full of ups and downs. A year filled with pure happiness, sincerity, laughter and love but still there's sadness, anger, betrayal, hatred and lost. Apart from that, I thank God for letting me breathe the year 2009 eventhough I was tested in so many ways. Amin.

To my dear Familia, both late mom's side and PISHID CLANS,

Pishid's, we're going through a big lost. Our dear YAYI have passed on in August. I know he's in a better place and in good hands, now. He will always be remembered by all of us. We miss his presence. I guess he'll be happier if all of us stay together, as one. Going through our toughest moments together.

Hj Omar Familia; 2010 will be the sixth year Nenek and Ibu left us. I'm sorry if I've not been spending a lot of time if all of you especially Atok.(if only you all know why.......) But still, you are in my prayers. I love all of you, never once it faded. NEVER. And Ican't wait for the lil' one to come out!

OHANA means FAMILY, FAMILY means nobody gets left behind.

To my dear IRA,

Our 12 years anniversary! We've been through a lot! Although we got closer in Sec One, I appreciate every each second I spent with you. Thanks for staying on and be with me each time I need help. We will go through more hardship in times to come so let's hold on, breaking through each obstacles together. Our love, it's a feeling others might not understand. Sometimes, just by looking at each other, we know what's going through on each other minds. We have our differences but that differences make us what we are now. I love you Siti Amirah Bte Mohammad Razid.

To my dearest FLIQUES,

NANA; You too, understand what I've been going through. You always make me laugh with your jokes. Although we're busy with school, you still never fail to call or sms me. No need to say much cause you know I love you.

Nura; Thank you for organising those outings. Aku pun sayang kau sesgt Kanina!!!!!

Azie; CONGRATULATIONS to us too! Our 12 years anniversary!!! Those who have known us will know how we fought, shout and scream at each other. I hate her and she hates me. Then we makeup and be friends again. We've been through a rocky road, seriously! Babe, I love you still!

EERA; We've not been seeing each other often in 2009 and I wish you all the best Eerara! Love you!

ADEK NANA; 2009 brought us closer. We were in the same school and I spent lot of quality time with her. I love you dek!

SWITHART; We've been "missing" each other in 2009. But still you are my swithart! hehe!

IZAH; My big momma! Loveeee youuuuuu!

To SOSIS,

TRUST, RESPECT, HONOUR, SECRECY and SOLIDARITY.

It's been awesome girls, really. There's still more for us to go through. Let's pray that we'll be patient enough to accept whatever challenges in 2010. I love you all girls!

To GFs and BF,

AZIZ; You are still there for me when I need some advices or scoldings. Thanks Nabeh!

JU; Babe, I still remember you. I love you, still!

SHIDAH; B! You are like family already. The whole Pishid's are like part of you too. I'm sorry if I did not spend lot of time with you in 2009. You know the reason right? BECAUSE OF YOUR O's!!!! haha! Well b, aku sayang kau okay! Go Number One! hehehe!

MAISHARAH; Ling, 2009, it was hectic! Especially towards the end! haha! What you say is true. THANKS to someone, we got to know each other. You've been there for me too and I'm very happy that you are happy with what you have now. Take a step at a time okay, Ling? Love you Ling!

Lastly,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BELOVED IRRITATING BROTHER,

ROZAILANI BIN ROZANI!

I love you okay bodoh!

My 211209 - 271209.

2009-12-29T02:00:00.022+08:00

Sunday.(271209)

Kendarat&Date with MONSTER and BROTHER.

Had kendarat at Jurong West. I was late. heh.Luckily, there's NUWUL(step cute la siket. l0l.). The ceremony was HUGE. There were 11 of us and from what I heard from Nabeh Bestfriend, there were the invitation was 2000. I was like......... WTH! We got very very very busy at around 12noon till 4pm. It was raining, LUCKY US. The place was divided into 2 and we have to walked in the rain to put all the dirty plates away. Gerek kedendeng. -.-

At 4pm, that was when I first sat after loooooooooooong hours of walking. Eat with Nabeh Bestfriend and I felt like killing him with all those questions he asked me! Nabeh teng teng ah kau jis! Serious siak! hahahahahahaha! It's been a long time we chat. You see, he's the only boy friend I can talk to about almost everything. But sometimes he can be a pain in the ass! hahaha! After that, headed down to Queensway. BROTHER bought his boots! Ass him! I still want that street soccer shoe! I WANT! Headed Bugis then. Fetched APAI and dinner at ALIFF. Hurried home to watch the Result show. The whole area near my block including MONSTER and me went crazy after they announced SEZAIRI as the SI3 winner. So proud of you, man! Congratulations!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Saturday. (261209)

JB. SANTAU.

Movie date with MONSTER, BROTHER, UL, APAI, NAWA and IFAN plus their cousins. SANTAU was great!!!!!!! Like seriously. Then we went Angsana cause the boys wanted to find shoes. Then went back CS and went Bazaar. PISHID CLAN IS LOVED. <3

Thursday.(241209)

BAIK SKALI!

It was supposed to be a FLIQUES gathering but end up it was BO's. We had Lunch over at LJS. Our all time favourite makan place since we knew each other. AND I SAW............................... awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww, COMEL, SO HOT, HOT, HOT! OMG! I was speechless sia! NANA kept laughing at me each I went, "alaaaaaaaaaahaiiiiiiiiiii na, comel nye die na!" hahaha. Then we went to VIVA MUZIK SINGAPURA. I was there because there's The Sallys. They only sang two songs, sungguh tak best. BLOCO SINGAPURA, ZAIBAKTIAN was awesome! AZIE and KANINA went off first so NANA, IZAH and I walked to Raffles to meet IZAH'S friend and both ADEK and EERARA. MONSTER fetched us at midnight. Fetched APAI and had supper at ALIFF. It was damn noisy. Had great laughters! I LOVE ALL OF YOU!

Monday. (211209)

Nurul's Birthday!

A day after the Cameroon Chennai trip, we kanchiong-ing on UL'S suprise. We can't decide where we wanted to celebrate it cause the birthday girl herself was sick. So in the end, we suprised her at her house. Thanks to all who attended! She was sprayed with the pinky thing and thanks to BROTHER who sprayed that thing on my blooddyyy butt. It was wet and sticky okay! Ass! Hope you're happy with our small gift. We love you. As usual, every year, all of us wish her the same thing. CEPAT DAPAT JODOH. AMIN.

Cameroon Chennai <3

2009-12-22T22:49:00.008+08:00

Cameron and KL was awesome. It was damn cold in Cameron. We reached Tapah at 4+am, much earlier than we expected. "THANKS" to the crazy bus driver who drove very3 fast. We can't even sleep peacefully. IFAN was excited about strawberries and when each time the bus stopped he asked "mane strawberries?" -.-

So while waiting for the van to arrivr at 7am, we sat at this one place and talked. Tok Guru with his jokes. Made us laughed like hyenas early in the morning. After that, we shared ghost stories. Had breakfast after that. The Nasi Lemak sungguh sodap. We then headed for our half day tour to the tea plantation, strawberry farm, rose centre. Checked in hotel at 2pm and had lunch after that. Went back to hotel and had a nap, all of us. At 7pm, we visited the pasar mlm. FOODS EVERYWHERE. And I was like, "carik kan kite cempedak please!" But to no avail. sodeh. SUMPAH I WAS HUNGRY ALL THE TIME. The weather was freaking cold! And Cik Zie shouted in the middle of the road, "Its getting colder and colder here and I can't stand it!" l0l. Back in the hotel room at 11pm. All were sleepy but the mouth cannot stopped talking craps. Dozed off at around 1am and woke up at 6am. Packed up and moved our ass to KL. The ride was................... NEVER ENDING. -.- Reached KL, book hotel and straight away headed down to A&W for lunch. We had 3 hours to shop. Board the bus at 530pm. All got excited except for the three quietest girls; SHIDAH, FIQAH, ASNITA. hahahaha. At 12 midnight sharp, we sang NURUL'S birthday song. weeeeehheeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.... MONSTER fetched us at Golden Mile. We witnessed one MABOK man. pek kepepek sungguh. =)

PISHID CLANS trip are always great! Next, trip to JB for SANTAU.

But I can't wait for 24th. BO FAMILY GATHERING! GEREK KEDENDENG!

I think I'm gonna be sick. I don't feel good. Massive headaches, sneezing and coughing continously. DAMN. Please go away.................................!

take care.

2009-12-18T15:01:00.003+08:00

Blasting wednesday night cum thursday morning with Ling and friends!

awesomest!

Thanks Ling for everything and nice knowing all your friends! Gerek kedondong! =)))

I'll take my leave, for now.

When many things occured, all you need is time to think.

Life has been great but there's just some little things that you can't avoid.

We cannot always have a perfect frienship or relationship with no fightings but it will be perfect if we work on it. You will always be tested cause He wants to see whether are you strong enough to go through everything. IT IS EITHER YOU KEEP LOOKING FORWARD OR YOU'LL BE STUCK AT THE SAME PLACE, AGAIN AND AGAIN.

awesomeeeee most.

2009-12-14T23:20:00.003+08:00

My friday was awesome with NURUL, NOR, AJIL, HANIE, BLUR and FEEDEE.

Love all of youuuuu...... <3

My saturday was awesome, too. Visited PUSARA AMAN with NURUL, WAK, SHIDAH, NYAI, MONSTER and BRO. Then visited Toa Payoh. My beloved "vibrator" nyai bought DURIANS. My irritating brother kept trying to put that DURIANS near me. Bloody hell. We had KFC for dinner.

My sunday was the awesomest! Visited PUSARA AMAN, this time with mummy's side. My two badigols were there. Favourite boy was a lil quiet but Si Degil was noisy all the time. He knocked his brother head while we were at TokBusu's "house",

FB: Adek jgn ketuk kpale abang la.....!
SI: Aku kan sayang kau!

I was like, "kpale otak kau la dek!"
His brother was not like that around his age last time! He's going to be 6 next year but bobal macam orang tue. wth. hahaha. When I sneezed, he laughed at me and he said, "macam siak." Favourite Boy called me kak lydia but it sounded like kak lydja and Si Degil scolded his brother, "kau ni panggil kakak pon salah. Bodoh jugak eh kau." mampos.

Went ECP after sending both of them and PakLong home. Reached there, changed and the first thing I did was EAT. Atok's Nasi Briyani Daging was air liuh meleleh-ing. Sampai bertambah. Then we played soccer. I was running like a mad girl, huffing and puffing at the same time. Then we jumped into the water. Spent around an hour or two and both NOR and I decided to change. We shared our stories, boy, what a similar thing we're going through. Had another two rounds of Nasi Briyani, a total of of four times altogether, for sure I'll gain weight but who cares, we need food no matter what right? hahaha.

meet me soon can?

School's out, Holiday's in!

2009-12-11T14:42:00.005+08:00

Holidayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!

Last day of school was stressing. Mrs Tahir wanted us to finish all our 4 sets of SOT. mampos. All kanchong spider already. Thank God, I'm done with everything. Selamat!

Going out soon. Meeting my dearest adek. Ade suprise. weeehheeeeeeee!

And then, apelagi, partyyyyyyyyyyyyyy la!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

No school! No school! No school!
hahahha.

Meeting lovelies at night; DISKO DANSA. -.-

*winks*

" I gotta feeling, that tonight's gonna be a good night......"

CHOI JONG HUN IS IN SINGAPORE!!!!!!!!!!!

OMONA!!!!!

*melts*

hahaha.

IT'S LIKE A BATTLEFIELD.

hooliiiiidddddaaayyyys soon.

2009-12-08T22:00:00.002+08:00

CA is tomorrow. 5 chapters altogether. tsk. Have yet to revise 2 more, I think. Stressing already. hehe. Oh yes. my "TROY BEDEK" is on Channel 5. If "TROY BETOL", I would have got mad! hahaha. I keep having headaches. DAMN.

My happy feet, Don't forget to remember me. =)

2009-12-08T01:23:00.003+08:00

So, it's better to lose cause you'll be gaining something worth than what you have, now.

waiting for the clock to strike midnight.

2009-12-05T20:07:00.014+08:00

Firstly, to my Nabeh Bestfriend, ABDUL AZIZ BIN AHMAD, mp3 kau bile nak amek???!!!

And please, bilang my boy lollipop, aku miss die okay. =)))

I'll always be there. No matter what.

We'll stay together.

Trust, Honour, Respect, Secrecy, Solidarity.

Cinta menjadi satu. hehehehehehe!

Thank God for bringing me new besties.

My laughing partner.

My bestest worst friend. I love you gf. =)))

My love.

My kanina.

My sextasy. l0l.

My big mama.

I had a haircut. MONSTER too. Well, mine is just a lil' haircut. Can't see any different la actually. heh.

New Moon with PISHID CLANS at midnight.

Hanie sister's wedding tomorrow.

And,

A week left to school holiday. Yessssssaaaaaa! =)

KakWati's birthday on 10 December. <3

11 December; okay skarang aku tahu what will happen on 11 December okay? Sesungguhnye aku ketinggalan. Conferm kan? Conferm kan? hehehe. "I gotta a feeling, that tonight's gonna be a good night."

18 December; I'll be away for a while.

24 December; Outing with FLIQUES. Let's run the town people! Let's flyyyyyyy....... =)

On top of that, meet ups with SOSIS. We're gonna have sleepover, some nature walks.

And, meet ups with LING, Shidah B and LOVELIES.

PISHID CLANS gathering is a must.

That's why I love holidays cause I can spend time with my lovedones.

2009-11-30T01:54:00.002+08:00

Life's a game but it's not fair,

I break the rules so I don't care.

So I keep doing my own things,

Walking tall against the rain.

Victory's within a mile,

Almost there, don't give up now.

2009-11-29T02:34:00.000+08:00

Love is like a war; easy to begin but very hard to stop.

SAWI BTE BAYAM. BOMOH vs PONTI.

2009-11-27T02:07:00.005+08:00

Here is BOMOH UNNIE SAWI. She is a good friend of UNNIE PONTI. She took care of UNNIE PONTI when UNNIE PONTI's family threw her out because she decided to be a good PONTI. Soooooo Saddddddddddddd......
Unnie PONTI was very quiet that day. And finally we knew the reason why. Unnie PONTI actually tengah menurun cause she tertelan paku and the paku stuck kat tekak die. ish, ish, ish.... Kesian.........

Then suddenly her menurun stopped. Her phone rang. She talked and talked. Then suddenly she shouted, "OMONA, cicak!!!!!!". She suddenly turned moody. She hentak her leg twice and she lied down.

Finally, we knew the truth. When she shouted, her boyfriend on the other line got shocked. Her boyfriend owned a company that sell puppies and that point of time when Unnie PONTI screamed, her boyfriend was feeding the puppies. He accidentally unlocked the cage and 10 puppies were gone.

SO NOW WE KNOW WHY UNNIE PONTI WAS VERY MOODY AND QUIET ON WEDNESDAY!

This week is so stressing! It's all because of the SOT thingy, the whole class went mad! But thanks to S&W on Wednesday, SOSIS managed to release that stress. We played floorball. Gerek kedondong oi! Tiring too la actually. heh. We then cool down for a while. Then I headed to NekBusu's house. With everyone except NekBusu and Penyapu uncle sleeping, I decided to layan my Penyapu uncle.He kept pakse-ing me to join his clan in Vampire Wars la, what la. Bloody hell btol. Da puas pakse-ing, baek2, laugh here and there, we fought plak. mampos. -.-

Thurs was great too. Had SOT, again. Pagy2 da stressing oready! Had BEG test and then UFC. FARID was busy telling RUIRONG about S&W and also about how someone betrayed him and his teamates and RUIRONG asked who, then FARID pointed at IRA, "she la! betrayer! halfway changed team!" hahahaha. And both RUIRONG and I decided to teach FARID how to pronounce R correctly. hahaha. HANIRA headed to UNNIE's crib after school while SHIKIN, SHAFA and I headed home. I so badly wanted to eat McSpicy you see, so, I dropped at Fajar and bought myself a McSpicy meal, reached home, bathed and MAKAN! After that, I went to bed. With the stomach cramps, headache and a running nose, a nice nap would be great, I thought. But when I woke up, the running nose was still there. I hate it man! Now, my boogey is still flowing! DAMN! Please let it be okay by afternoon. =)Btw, SELAMAT HARI RAYA TO ALL MUSLIMS.

&&&&&&&

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BELOVED SIS,

HANIE.

happy slalu okay!!! makesure ABANG BLUR takecare of you kay!

l0l. Great knowing you and your family! SERIOUS!

I LOVE YOUUUUUUUU!

We go out soon okay ling. Enjoy our day, our moment.

To hell with them. Let's just live our life.

I'll get back to you when I starts my holiday okay?

To SHIDAH B, aku will try to fing one day utk kuar ngn kau okay b?

Holiday ku is getting nearer, and kite will go out okay?

I know you know I love you very the muchyyy..... hahaha!

You can tell lies to other people but you don't know that at the same you are lying to yourself and that's the worst thing.

2009-11-23T22:44:00.001+08:00

you left me naked with nothing at all.

afterall, did you ever...............?

remembered always.

2009-11-21T22:24:00.005+08:00

Such a nice week. Since I'm freaking bored I'll elaborate each day. Imagine, at home by 10pm on a saturday night?!

Monday
SHIKIN didn't attend school. School ended at 2pm as Ms Ho wanted a makeup class for BEG. Went ljs for lunch and webcam with SHIKIN. We were the loudest. Chatted with our two most adorable kids, ANA and EISHA. So comel.
Tuesday
HANIRA didn't turned up for school. ALHAMDULILLAH. Takde catfights. haha. They, with their love-hate relationship.=) BUTTTTTTTTTT, UNNIE MADE MY DAY!!!!! I SO LOVE YOU TO THE MAXIMUM LA UNNIE! LOVE SESGTNYE. I kept scolding her for her SLOTONGness. Sesungguhnye, I tetap sayang you okay... UNNIE, SARANGHAE (in HANA version.)
WEDNESDAY.
We skipped S&W. heh.
Thursday.
Absent myself. heh. Met SHIDAH B and accompanied her to buy some groceries. Then headed ABG SHAFIQ's crib for a while to take something. Played with their rabbit and watched them doing the gubahan.
FRIDAY.
Accompanied KAKWATI for her check up. It was a nice meet up. AUNTY and NIECE outing. Had our "lunch" at Tong Seng and headed Bugis Village for a while. Met MONSTER at AMK, went home to change and straight away met PISHID CLAN at VIVO to celebrate APAI's bday. Then fetched BRO and FIQAH at ZSS and went for dinner at ALIF. As usual, we were the noisiest ever. Afterall, a day spent with families was never a WASTE. =) Oh yes, met SAPEK there.

a shoutout to my dearest primary school bestfriend,
NUR AMANINA BTE ZAINI.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LOVE!
take good care of yourself, jgn stress kn diri.
You are a strong girl, I know that. You can go through every circumstances w/o having difficulties now, I know. The memories we had are still intact in my head and heart. Those letters, I still keep it. Eventhough we're not that close now, but, I still remember you from time to time praying for you. It's great having you as one of my friend, sharing those happiness and sadness together, talking on the phone every night. I'll keep that loving memories with me wherever I go. =) I LOVE YOU.
have a great year ahead!!!!!!

"when you look me in the eyes.........."

2009-11-16T23:34:00.002+08:00

My newest addiction, THANKS to that particular magazine and it was like "love at the first sight" kinda thing. Okay l0l. CHOI JONG HUN. I'm not into Korea thingy that much but I did listen and talk about it.

"Can I have someone who is as cute and lovely as ZAC, plays soccer as good as GERARD and has the eyes of CHOI JONG HUN? "

a word. LOVE.

2009-11-15T14:50:00.012+08:00

It rained the whole Friday. But still we went to fetch Cik Z at the Airport. Had late dinner at Simpang Bedok. What a FEAST!!!! =) It was midnight and was still raining heavily so we told MONSTER to just moved our butts from there. It was freezing cold, imagine, from Bedok to Sembawang but skali skale maen hujan. =) Went jogging with BRO, HaojieBBY and AzharBBY at CCK Stadium on saturday morning. I told them to do whatever they want cause I'll just be jogging but end up I followed them training. They wanted to train for speed or whatsoever. Sumpah muscle cramp! Bought some food before heading home while they three went Queensway. I LOVE YOU ALL! Kenduri at BLK 9 in the evening. Met PISHID CLAN and as usual, many stupid,funny stuffs happened. Bbylove was there. And so were my two lil' angels. NYAI was the joker of the night.

When everything's seems fine, you leaves for something new and left the old one untouched.

omona!

2009-11-12T21:40:00.002+08:00

Visited College East today. And I missed my LING and MOOOOSSSSYYY by few seconds.... DAMN!!!

Next tyme we meet again loves.... =)))

muuuuuuuuuuuuaaaaaaaaahs! <3

Ling, no matter what, you still have me okay?

Just be strong.

love youuuuuuuuuuuu =)

And so the career fair. We just filled up different types of forms.... FARID was being an ass. RUIRONG too.... hahahaha! Disturb people only.....! But still, so love them! =) Took bus back to Bishan and had lunch with SOSIS at LJS. Had a great laughter. Thanks to UNNIE who always created stupid stuffs and made us laughed!

UNNIE!!!!! BABOYA!!!!

I met NANA yesterday. Well actually she came down to Bishan for the Sports Seminar. Waited for her for like an hour or two, luckily, there's SHIKIN who was also waiting for her friends to accompany me. And also VIVIN and MENG TING. Headed home with NANA after that. She forced me to follow her home. And forced me to eat also....! But thank you nana!!!!!

And I got to meet that kopet kid, Lenny. =)))))))

Kenduri this saturday...

PISHID CLANS; WITH LOVE.

nana!!!! die comel!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! comel sgt!!!! lagy2 part die uat yang "ooooooooooo"!

alahaiiiiiiiiii............ *melts*

hate it? So sorry. I have feelings too.

2009-11-10T17:07:00.003+08:00

Dan setiap manusia mempunyai kesabaran

namun mereka juga mempunyai hati dan perasaan.

What fucking else do you want?

Everything was settled the way you wanted.

You've talked, you've let your feelings out.

That's it.

We don't bother about you anymore.

What fucking shits you wanna do was never our business anymore.

But, kenape perlu besar2 kan lagy?

I thought we forgave each other?

I thought you said it's all about time?

I thought you said there's NOTHING ELSE to talk about?

SO, LET IT BE.

But whats with those cunning words?

Pernah tak dengar kite menyindir kat kau?

Sebab kite BERALAS lah sebab tu kite tak pernah menyindir.

You can say whatever you wanna say behind our backs.

But why make it so damn bloody obvious?

Let me tell you this.

I wanna thank you for letting us know the real you.

Somehow we can't get along because it has all been about YOU. We listened to you too much. And also sebab taknak KECIK KAN HATI. Nak tahu kenape? Cause you're such an emotional person. Dan kite, slalu sangat give face kat kau and we, being a DAMN FOOL, ikot cakap kau. So S.T.U.P.I.D

Or actually, kau yang saket hati nmpak keakraban kite?

Oh well, manelah tahu.....................................

Hati manusia, siapelah yang tahu kan.

Mulot kate laen, hati kate laen.

oppppppppppppsssss, maaf kalau tak beralas dengan alas kaki.

heh.

somehow babe, I told you I forgave you and you forgave me and it all ends there between you and me. I told you I was never never on your side or theirs. All I wanna do was to help but it was because of your ego. You said there was nothing else to talk about. YOU SAID IT, NOT ME.

going down, down, down.

2009-11-06T16:06:00.003+08:00

Never forget.............. <3

My lovelies, see you sooonnnnnn! WISH FOR A HELLUVA NIGHT TILL MORNING!!!!!!!!!

A day filled with <3......... (291009)

2009-11-01T16:34:00.007+08:00

Ended school at 11am. Sorority Sisters stayed behind for a little while as they wanted to show me the videos. It was damn hilarious. Then we webcam a little. heh. Then we made our move. We went separate ways as I was going ITE Simei while the girls went to SHIKIN's for a movie marathon session.

Aku da mcm rusa masuk kampung. You see, I never travelled to east side via MRT, alone. Thanks to SHAFA, LING, NANA and NUR who guided me through. l0l. FIZA fetched me outside Simei. hehe. Ngade-ngade btol. =) Reached their stadium, the first thing I heard was IZAH's voice. Takyah tgk muke, dgr suare je da tahu da. haha. And so, like finally I met KANINAKU, EERA, FIZA, NANA, CHOMEL, AN, NURUL and a lot more....... AND OF COURSE MY DEAREST LING.

Sat with College West. Cheered for them like mad people. I had a hell of great time!!!!!

SAYANGS KORANGS!!!!!

And College West won. Congratsssssss!

Went off with Ling and her friend after that, to Orchard. End up tak dapat. Next time kasi details betol2 la jadi tak susa kn org, betol tk Ling??????

Had a great time talking to both of them.... =)

Then we both talked about our beloved parent who had already passed on. Well I guess, that is something we share in common. Yang penting, REDHA dan SABAR.

Bid goodbyes and as usual, I went to BLK 9.

I LOVE ALL OF YOU OKAY????!!!

LOVE SESGT!
=)

and, I turned a year older. DAMN!

2009-10-28T22:56:00.010+08:00

Firstly, thanks to those who wishes me whether through texts or fb. A MILLION BILLION ZILLION thaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnks from the bottom of my heart.

i love you all. truly.

26th was on Monday and I absent myself from school. hah. So I sat at home. At around 130pm, somebody called. I answered. I thought it was Mrs Tahir but she said her name was Sarah which I heard as FARAH. BABO. PEKAK NAK MAMPOS. -.-

She asked whether I knew her all and I was like, "tk knal pon mcm mane nak jumpe.......". And like suddenly I terperasan her voice sounded like FIEZA O. Then I said, "eh suare mcm knal jeeeeeeeeeeeeee.....". DA SAH MMG IT WAS HER!!!!!!

And it was from the SORORITY SISTERS.

IRA texted saying that she reached under my void deck already. She actually asked me to accompany her to buy BBQ CHICKEN. But when I reached KOPITIAM, alangkah terperanjatnye, UNNIE just came out from somewhere with a soccer ball shape balloon. SHOCK SUNGGUH! And, the other Sorority Sisters were there too. And they brought along a box of cupcakes with a cute candle on it. I was speechless, mulut-less.

Sat around, teman-ing them eat.

Then they wanted to go somewhere for the closing ceremony(nyacam btol la.).

So we sat at the playground opposite 505.

Once again I became mulut-less.

GIRLS, IT WAS THE MOST VALUABLE GIFT EVER.

THOSE WORDS WRITTEN, THOSE PICTURES,

I DON'T KNOW WHETHER TO SHED TEARS, LAUGH OR WHAT.

BUT I WAS SO TOUCHED.

THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

At night. Celebrated with my two gondolas. BRO and MONSTER. MONSTER treated us to SWENSEN'S Ice cream cause both BRO and I wanted to eat PRATA badly. l0l. The ice cream eating session was so damn bloody noisy with BRO and me acting like two stupid assholes.

Laughing non stop! blooodddyyy hell btol.

Then proceeded ALIFF for our PRATA MANIA.

As usual, got bullied by them.

Went school for an hour only after receiving that particular msg from MONSTER. I was shakened by it. Next time text btol2 eh Monster. Uat org terkejot aje!!!!!!!!!!

Leave school early and acompanied him to do check ups. With no where to go after that, we decided to visit NekBusu. After so long being away with my kuku boy, I finally got to meet him. So manje nak mampos!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! tapi eksyen plak tu. Cb kau dek!

Den AbgApit came home followed by my penyapu uncle. Memekak siol! Kakak sane kakak sini.

PENYAPUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU....

Den my sis and CikAren came back.

Sat around, eat and talked craps.

And then they suprised me. Sis came out from the kitchen bringing The Royals Dark Chocolate Truffle Cake. ssssssssssssoooooooooooo manis..... of them! =)

Layan that penyapu, my kuku boy.

Thanks a lot for the presents!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Cik Aren mcm tahu2 je ape kakak suke. l0l.

And I so can't wait for March or April!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *winks*

Meeting my dearest Maisharah lingling later at Simei. Good luck ling! And also KANINAKU and NANA. imyfm!!!!!!!

And this heart closes by itself. Not ready to open yet.

Happy Birthdays!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! <3

2009-10-28T22:35:00.005+08:00

First and foremost,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!!!!!

I'll elaborate more about my celebration on the next post!! =)

My wish; just to live my present. Appreciating each moment with my loveones.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RAGEN!!!!!

My dearest baby here turns 18 on 27th.

So nice knowing you, always makes me laugh with your stupid jokes!

STUDY HARD OKAY YOU IDIOT!!!!!!!!! DUN SLEEP ONLY LA!!!!!!!

hahahaha.

I love you a lot okay!

xoxo.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ATYKAH and SYAFIQAH!!!!!!!

They too turn 18 but on the 28th.

They are my kindergarden friends. It's good to keep it touch back together. =)

Best wishes for you girls!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

muuuuaaaahs.

NTUCing @ JP on a Friday night.

2009-10-24T14:34:00.003+08:00

After taking my medicine I slept through the whole afternoon. Woke up at 8pm and randomly told MONSTER, "jom gy ntuc kt jp." And he was like, "ntuc? buat ape?" I said, "ala kan ade voucher, jom ah!...." So before that fetched NURUL&friend at Tanglin Mall and APAI at Teban. Reached JP NTUC, amek kauuuuuuuuuuuuu! Satu trolley penuh doh! My first priority was CHOCOLATE. As usual. =))) Bought a lot of foods, THANKS to that $100 voucher. Had supper at ALIFF and reached home at 4am.

Will be heading to NAWA's crib for karaoke session later. loving it!

IMPAK MAKSIMA.

2009-10-18T17:05:00.003+08:00

I spent the whole evening with cousins yesterday. We went to watch IMPAK MAKSIMA, The Musical at the esplanade. The musical was awesome! Worth every single penny. =) Took a stroll along esplanade, camwhored. MONSTER fetched us and had supper over at ALIFF.

Gosh, I easily get hungry nowadays and I don't know why. hah. Now I feel like eating McSpicy, CHEESE FRIES, Nasi Lemak, oh goshhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!

Meeting SHIDAH tomorrow before she's busy with Os. So many things to talked about! weeeheeeeeee. =)

Praying for a wonderful week ahead. I don't wanna think about it anymore. I apologised to people I've hurt intentionally or unintentionally. It has been a stressful week(I think I know why I got hungry easily now), let's starts anew eventhough it's not going to be the same but still we forgive and our hearts feel better. And you, I've let it go; be happy. I've learned something from you and I appreciate that a lot. I guess, "you don't always get what you want."

Oh my, I'm hungry. Gonna search for food!

MONSTER!!!! WAKE UP! I WANT MCSPICY!!!!

Happy Birthdaysssss!!!!!

2009-10-18T03:18:00.005+08:00

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY GURJEET BBY!

good luck for your Os. I know you can do it. I love you and I know you've heard it a lot of times... hahaha. Afterall, it's true okay!!! =)))

You people are the most precious things. I'm blessed that Rozai found a friend like you and also the rest.

LOVE YOU A LOT!!!!!

&&&&&&

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY FAHDZULI!

sudah 20cents!!!

muahahahaha.

Don't forget to remember me when you're busy with NS. I missed all those moments at RL, conferencing until early morning smpai tertido, picnics, making poems and lyrics. It was such a sweet memory spending those days with you and the rest. And I thank God for letting me knowing you. You've been such a great help in so many ways.

a looooooonnng weeeeek. -.-

2009-10-15T14:32:00.009+08:00

Dgn orang tersayang. =)

birthday girl. Noraini Kebebeh. =)

Celebrated Nor Kebebeh birthday on last Saturday at Keppel Bay. It was such a relaxing celebration.Althought not all Pishid Clan could attend but still everything was great. Hope you like it!!!! =)

BILE NEXT PISHID CLAN GATHERING????????

imissallmylovelycousins......

And it's all said and done. I've let you go. Afterall, it's a BIG sin to destroy someone else's happiness.

Aku redha.
=)

My birthday is 11 days awayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. Excited? Maybe..... heh.

HAPPY BIRTHDAYS!

2009-10-10T04:07:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NOR!

Love kau rabak2 ah!

Insyaallah, mudahan jodohnye panjang ye......

hehehehe.
SAYANG KAUUUUUUU!!!!!!!

muaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahs!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY IZAH!

I love you and will always do.

Eventhough we never got a chance to meet often like we used to,

I want you to know, I still remember you.

Our 6 years of sistership will still stay strong.

Sorority Sisters; Sorority Row.

2009-10-10T02:58:00.004+08:00

We went to watch SORORITY ROW. The movie was awesome, to me la.

Our eyes were like half-opened, half-closed. Especially part yang terperanjat2. IRA and I were guessing who will be the killer while SHAFA suffered on the other side I heard cause both SHIKIN and HANA decided to "shout and scream" near her ears. And FARAH, she like tkde prasan HANA said. muahahahahaha!

I love you girls.

TRUTH, HONOUR, RESPECT, SECRECY, SOLIDARITY

Sorority Sisters; Raya Version.

2009-10-10T02:18:00.010+08:00

We had our raya gathering. Met at FARAH's house. Ayam goreng nye sodap skali. We like!!!! =) Went SHAFA's house next. Abangnye jadi rebutan. =) Tapi aku tak eh. hehehe.

Then we visited SYIDAH's. Rumah Syidah lawa la. Den straight to my house. FARAH got excited sbb naek LRT. hehe. MONSTER sungguh baek hati tumpangkan us pegy uma SHIKIN and HANA.

We played bunga api after HANA's house. Kanak-kanak keriangan.

There were so many funny incidents happened in between. Had a great laughter and of course, I cherished each moment.

Love you all sorority sisters.

"SMOKE, DRINK AND FLY"; Raya with 4N 2007.

2009-10-06T15:34:00.018+08:00

I woke up late. So I asked them to come my house after BOM's since sebelah blk je kn. heh. This year, there's only 22 of us. But still, it was meriah with all the stupid jokes.

>BOM.

>MARLY.

>AZIZ.

>ISA.

>AFIF.

>KAMALIAH.

>AZIE.

>FADZIL.

>MATIN.

>SHIKIN.

>FARIS.

My boyfriend was at home went we reached AZIZ's house. l0l.

So comeeeeelllllllllllllllll. =))))))

And DIN tk habes-habes with his "smoke and flyyyyyyyyyy.......", "drink and flyyyyyyyyy.....".

hahahaha.

Thanks to Shikin who accompanied me to wait for AZEQ and YAT yang sesungguhnye lambat nk mampos. Luckily ALIFF and MAD came down jadi adelah teman.

After KAMALIAH's house, I REALLY SO CANNOT TAHAN WITH MY HEELS. Luckily the next house was AZIE's so I went home and changed to sandals. I'm so not good with heels, you see. hahahahaha.

And at AZIE house, the guys da melalak. Mcm2 lagu. And there's this part where AZIZ and ALIFF sang together and AZEQ buat kelakar.

"Alamak kite ade ALIFF AZIZ la!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

Paling kecoh was taking group photos under MATIN's void deck. Tak tentu arah.

We then travelled down to YEW TEE. Shikin, spaghetti mak kau punye sodapppp! While I was eating, ADAM, MAD and ALIFF were making stupid jokes. Then Fadzil kene rabak-rabak with them and me. PADAN MUKE KAU! hahaha. At this one time he said to me, "thank you darling." Then I said, "eeeee, sape nk jadi kau nye darling! Aliff je bleh panggil aku darling, kan liff?" Then Aliff and I looked at him and said, "oh well................."

Member muke binget........... muahahahaha.

Hugged each and everyone of them before heading home. Gonna miss them a lot!!!!!!

Thanks to atykah and suhairy who came along with us and add more fun to this gathering.
=)))))

Raya-ing with Monster Side - Part 3

2009-10-04T23:49:00.003+08:00

Monster came home late and we rushed to Sembawang. So kesian of them as they have to wait for us. It was nearly 6pm when we reached and they have been waiting for us since 2pm.

Headed down to Bedok and it was raining but luckily Monster bukak kembes. Tapi sesungguhnye kembesnye byk berlobang and we all "worked" together to put on the masking tape on the kembes. We were like penyamun haram. -.-

Qilah: kite nak pegy rumah sape?

Apai: ni kite nk pegy rumah A. Galak.

Qilah: Sape seh?
Apai: Ala, ruma adek yayi yang misai die tebal mcm A Galak tu.

Qilah: ohhhhhhhhhhh.....

Ajil(shouting at Qilah): Bapak kau tu da mcm A. Galak!!!!!!!!

Qilah: hahahaha. Mat Noh Galak!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sopik: Blek die complain kt bapak die.

Ajil: aah eh. nnt die ckp, "ni smue ayah punye psl la Qilah jadi bahan!!!!!

Qilah: hahahaha. BAHAN PENGAWET AH!!!!

All of us laughed like crazy.

Then something creepy happened to us. We reached SuperSaadon house at around 1am. While we were at the void deck, we heard birds chirping somewhere on a tree across the street and Tasha randomly told us the story about how she heard it also while she was at her friend's house. The lift arrived and NURUL, TASHA, FIQAH, ASNITA, NAWA and I went in. And Nurul shouted, "I need boys! I need boys!"

So, APAI and IFAN went in. At the 2nd story, the lift stopped. I thought the boys was playing a fool but when IFAN wanted to go out, NURUL pulled him inside back. Then the life stopped at the 3rd story. Then the 4th story. We all looked at each other. Semue muke cuak. Smpai je tingkat 6, semue klua kelam kabot jln gy uma SuperSaadon.

We used that same lift when we went back. But before the lift reached 6th floor, we heard someone pressing the bell. When we reached downstairs, we asked NURUL and FIQAH who used the other lift whether did anyone pressed the bell. They said NO. Smpai bersumpah-sumpah skali.

Creepy.

Last house was Cik Ija's. We went back from her house around 3am. Gedebak gedebuk, I reached home at 530am. Oh yes, bought Mcdee for breakfast. heh.

big fcuk outing. with lots of love.

2009-09-30T02:26:00.007+08:00

The girls met up yesterday. Nissa's wanted to go IKEA so we tagged along, all of us except Shafa. It's okay babe, next time okay?? =)

We were supposed to meet at 1pm but end up meeting at 230pm. -.-

Had lunch over at LJS where HANA got her new name, Hana Tembus Tembus, hehehehe.

Bus-ed down to IKEA where we started to window shop and B.E.R.A.N.G.A.N.

Then headed down to Anchorpoint where both Shikin and I went crazy. muahahahaha. Nnt kite pkai baju tu same2 okay shikin. =)))

And that bag, goshhhhhhh, I feel like buying it. Sungguh nice!!! kn shikin kn??????? Jom beli same2 lagy. l0l.

Nissa and Dewi made a move first and left with the 5 of us. After much discussions, we agreed on Starbucks near Esplanade. Shared all the good old memories we had together, the future that is waiting for us. Just stay together, okay? =)

Headed back after that and both IRA and I went Mcdee to have our supper. heh.

Raya-ing late MOM'S side - Part 2

2009-09-30T01:37:00.008+08:00

Spent the weekend berjalan raya with late mom's side. On saturday, we conquered northern side. MONSTER reached home late so we only got to go 6 houses. Met the rest at AMK and NekBusu cooked Nasi Lemak! soddappppp. =) My two badigols were the noisiest. And baby icha was there, too. Finished off the last house at Bukit Batok around 1am.

Met at BahZizah's at 2pm. This time we conquered eastern side! Went around 7 houses. All houses served foods!!!!!!!!! And at every house I eat. sungguh mcm pig. heh. They served Mee Rebus, Nasi Beryani all, how to tolak rezeki yang melimpah kn???. heh.

And at NekBusu Sarah's house, we memekak. The guys sang like there's no tomorrow. tsk.

What can I say, smue semangat kebabian. =)

BROTHER was at his most I.R.R.I.T.A.T.I.N.G mood. Tak betol.

And each time I went visiting, pple will say,
"da mcm arwah mak die eh. mcm clone."

hahahahaha.

some pictures.

2009-09-25T14:20:00.014+08:00

Raya-ing with Monster side - Part One.

2009-09-23T00:20:00.007+08:00

The mood for Hari Raya this year was not there, for me.

After the lost of loveones, especially Yayi recently brought the mood down.

But somehow, life isn't always fair, so I have to accept and celebrate it with the others whom I love.

First Day Of Hari Raya.

Woke up at 10am and got ready. As usual the touching part was the bermaaf-maafan. Headed to Yishun first to meet late mom side. MONSTER was the joker, as usual. And the food was superb. I was the first to eat and the last to leave the table, thanks to MakNgah's rendang. My two badigols came. =)

But my gundu pulau uncle did not!!!!! hmmmmph!

I called him and pester him to come but he said got "meeting" lah, WHATEVER LAH!

Seek forgiveness, and I decided to sit and asked my little brothers to salam me. hehehe. Tak malu.

I did it for fun. I sat and called each and everyone of them. Kesian aku, kakak pendek nak mampos, adek-adek smue tinggi mcm gala. haish.......

At 6pm, headed to Teban. Eat again. Nyai cooked Ayam Merah and how can I NOT eat it cause it's my favourite dish of all time! hah.

Bermaafan again after that. It was so cute. Cause usually we never bermaafan except for our moms and dads but this year, we all did.

SO TOUCHING!

hahaha. The best part was seeking forgiveness with Nurul. Aku stakat ckp, "nurul, aku mintak maaf........................................." then tros I cried, she cried and we hugged. hahahahaha.

Went around 6 houses around Teban and Jurong. The lorry was fulled. And as usual, we waved and shouted SELAMAT HARI RAYA each time Monster drove by other vehicles. At 11pm, Monster sent everyone back home and we went to melawat at Woodlands.

MONSTER, PakNapi and MummyEpol went up while the 8 of us waited for them at the lorry. We were hungry, sleepy and restless. When they came down, all pujuk them to go and eat first.

Bought McDee and we makan di atas lorry and it was like 4am in the morning and we have to gather at Nurul's house at 10am!

mangkok.

Second Day of Hari Raya.

Woke up at 10am. heh. Sorry eh ul. =) Thought we were late but it turned out that we arrived 3rd. Raifan was there. My cutest nephew.=) I just cannot resist his cuteness and bbylove tembam cheeks. We went 9 houses, I think, cause the kids are schooling the next day. And mcm biase mcm tahun dulu-dulu, my house mcm ade hardware sale. muahahahaha. MONSTER will be giving out things to his siblings and they will be going home mcm makcik2 siput. -.-

Sent everyone home and we went to Mcdee AGAIN. This time with Napi's Family.

Will be continuing on 3rd October cause this weekend will be raya-ing with late mom side.

ALL I HAVE TO GIVE.

To Apit,

I'm sorry for the lost.

Take care of yourself okay boy?

I know you're strong enough.

causeifyou'rebackwiththatgirl,

letmetellyouthis,

youarenotjustlyingtomeandyourfriendsbuttoyourselftoo.

somuchforthe"onlyyou"and"i'llnotgetbackwithherwhateverhappens."

andyoutoldmetotrustyou?!

I HOPE ITS NOT TRUE.

selamat hari raya.

2009-09-19T14:32:00.003+08:00

" I tried to go on like I never knew you."

A day left before Hari Raya. Still belom habis kemas my bilek yang mcm sarang tebuan tu.

hehe.

Raya this year will be different without Yayi.

I'll miss having him, ibu and nenek around for Raya.

='(

I'll be back with the raya news okay. And pictures. =)

&&&&&&&&&&

SELAMAT HARI RAYA!

Mohon maaf zahir dan batin.

THERE'S NOT A SECOND YOU'RE NOT HERE WITH ME.

thisheartstillbeatsyourname.

weekend with families.

2009-09-15T04:21:00.013+08:00

he was laughing at Monster.

My MONSTER. <3

He wanted to be like "police2 tu."

"that's why you go away."

Spent my weekend with dearest families.

Saturday.

We had kenduri. At 9pm, we moved our butts to Geylang. And, yes, my bbylove was there. =) The lorry was full and of course filled with laughters. We sticked together when we reached Geylang. I was with bbylove. Hold him tight cause I thought he'll be running around but he was so good that day. He hold on me tight, when I let go off his hands he hold on to my shirt. Soooo comel. =) With the look on his face, I knew he was very tired. hahaha. Walked around and Tasha bought him a light which he called " lampu police pakai". We then sat outside ANIZ while waiting for the two pair of couples done with their things. And bbylove stood at the center, whistling and waving the light. He said, "danish buat mcm police2 tu buat." hahaha. comel.

Headed back to the lorry at 1am. Sent EPOL's family and Fiqah&Asnita home and then we decided to have our Sahur. MONSTER brought us to Al Azhar. Thanks to him, I saw FAHD, SALIHIN, FAIZ and gang and I almost didn't recognised NAZREEN until he tegur. He used to have long hair but because of NS, die da botak. muahahahaha.

I missed those times la brothers.

At around 5am we proceeded back home.

Sunday.

I slept for 3 hrs, I think. Cause I had to made my way to AMK to meet KakWati. Had our hair done, waited for AbgApit, bought some food for break fast and went to her house. MakNgah's family and Atok were there, too. And we watched KakWati's wedding video and OMG, I was soooooooo masai. -.-

And people, I'll be off to CHINA for two years.

A hardest ever decision I have to make but yeah, I'm going.

NOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

muahahahhaa. No lah.

It's my uncle who is going.

hehe.

saje2 uat suspend.

okay dah.

And yes,

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY HAOJIE BBY!

brother, hope you study hard for your O's and success in everything that you do. REMEMBER, I ALWAYS LOVE YOU, HOR. hahahaha. Take good care of yourself. Missed you around in this house with all your gang. And of course I missed you singing to me. awwwwwwwww,

so sweet. hahahaha.

You are like a brother to me like GURJEET, ABU, AZHAR, HAKIIM, ARON are.

How I watched you grow since Sec 1 until now. It's a bleesed having all of you around.

LOVE YOU, bro!

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY VICKY!

Good luck for your O's.

May you lead a blissful life.

I love you.

NEVER GONE.

imissibunenekyayi.

Hari hari pon Geylang.

2009-09-12T15:40:00.003+08:00

" where did the love go?"

I'm officially Geylang's permanent shopholic. lol.

I've been there for 3 days straight and will be going there again, tonight.

Wednesday.

It was our last paper! Met my Girls at Paya Lebar. Mummy Nissa could not make it. (I hope you're doing fine now, mummy.)

Had McDee and LJS. Then, celebrated SAFA's(hehe) belated birthday. It was a small celebration and I hope you like it babe.

Yang penting, we love you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Walked around for a while and around 830pm MURNI, FARAH and SHAFA had to go so the 4 remaining girls decided to visit Pandan Reservoir to "amek angin". Sat down on the bench and smue melantak makanan. hehehehe.

Took pictures and talked, enjoying the night breeze.

Headed home at 1130pm. And both SHIKIN and I decided to show IRA and HANA the "SALOMA MOVES". It was hilarious.

Had a great day with you Girls!!!!!!!!!!!! =)

Thursday.

Accompanied KakWati to Geylang. Bought her baju raye and we made our way to TTSH. Granduncle was admitted. Headed back to her house and after break fast, MONSTER and I headed down to Toa Payoh. bla bla bla............ And I decided to go Mustafa Centre. heh. Sent BRO home first. And while shopping, terserempak EPOL's family. Apelagy, shopping sakan la die! Decided to go for Sahur after that.

Friday.

Met MakNgah&Family at Geylang, again. Break fast at KFC and accompanied them to find their baju raya. Oh yes, met FADZIL, ADIL, MAMAT, IFAA, ADAM, SHIKA and MAN. ADIL da smart da with the short hair. Tak rimas lagy aku tgk. hehehe. Quite packed with people. MONSTER fetched us at around midnight. Thank God for the lorry.

Byk die berjase kat org. =)

Kenduri later at Blk 5. And will be going GEYLANG AGAIN! hahahaha.

Meeting PISHID CLANS...........

weeeheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

I wana mit babylove Danish!!!!!!

pls come later my dearest!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i miss you hell lots................ =)

I was nothing to you!

nothing left.

2009-09-12T13:30:00.001+08:00

"In a dream you appeared

For a while you were here

So I keep sleeping

Just to keep you with me."

Geylang Part II/weekend.

2009-09-08T14:21:00.008+08:00

My weekend was awesome. On Saturday, headed to JB. The boys as usual. Berbekalkan cerita JANGAN PANDANG BELAKANG CONGKAK, they made so much noise in the bus and everywhere!

"how many? how many?"

And, at last I met my long lost uncle. Not lost lah its only that it has been a long time. Around 12 to 15 years, I guess. He used to look like MONSTER but now he looked like his other older brothers. Reached home passed midnight.

That NIKE shoe, I want!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

sungguh sayang tkde size!

geram aje. -.-

On Sunday, went over to BIBIK's. She asked MONSTER for help and also celebrating PAKNGAH's birthday so I had to follow. Break fast at WOODLANDS. After that headed to Geylang with MakNgah's family.

Date with MONSTER to ShengSiong yesterday. Reached home and watched SENIMAN BUJANG LAPOK while having cempedak. Sodap geng......... =)

Heading Geylang tonight with PISHID CLAN. Wonder who's going???.................

okay, off to do some revisions.

daaaaaaaaa.

Oh yes, IRA and her SALTY MOUTH yesterday.

THANKS TO HER, I MET ALIFF SODEH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I heard someone calling my name and when I turned,

IT WAS HIM!

Alangkah gumbira hatiku ini.

hahaha.

The person I've been wanting to meet sgt2.

I remembered how he used to come and complain to me about AZIE.

ingt tak azie????????? hehehe.

kenangan, kenangan.

BUTTERFLY, FLY AWAY.

IFTAR with Lovelies.

2009-09-05T12:49:00.002+08:00

"Life has its way."

Yesterday was great. Break fast at MAKANSUTRA with NURUL, GEGERL, BOM and NABEH BESTFRIEND.

Yesterday, was the FIRST TIME EVER(read this aziz!), NABEH BESTFRIEND was early! He called at 420pm and I thought he was somewhere near Fajar but he actually reached my void deck already. Kelam kabut aku.....

Well, sorry ziz, BOM also agreed to it. =)

Met NURUL and while we were inside the train, as usual, both NABEH BESTFRIEND and I started arguing. hahaha.

Waited for GEGERL and decided to walked around just to kill the time.

After dinner, we sat by the river and bermulanya cerita antara KAKAK dan ADIK.

muahahahaha.

NURUL and GEGERL shared their stories, giving advices to us.

aziz muke shocked bile dgr 8 tahun! hahahaha.

Then both of them went off as NABEH BESTFRIEND wanted to meet his dearest gf.

hehehe. Dah rindu lah tu......... =)

So, three of us including SHIDA(who came a lil bit later) went to Marina Square for dessert.

Talked and laughed like nobody business.

"krong krang kreng.........'

Headed home at 1030pm. Thought of going to fitness area but I was too tired.

So ziz, mp3 kau, jgn lupe mintak dari aku.

If not, aku buang je. lOl.

Heading to JB soon. yyeeeeeeeeehhhhaaaaaaa!=)

tell me.

2009-09-04T15:34:00.003+08:00

Going out soon. Meeting lovelies to break fast together.

Bestfriend will be tagging along! =)

Gua tetap tak kesa,

26 October 2009 gua mahu present.

DOUBLE AH!

muahahahahaa.

p/s: Don't worry atykah, I'll make sure he stays by my side and don't wander off! hahaha.

And I just received a shocking news.

BLUR was admitted.

take care, brother.

&&&&&&&

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HIDDY!!!!!

Nice knowing you this couple of months.

Do well for your exam yaw!

success always!!

GOD, BLESSED THE BROKEN ROAD.